Yesterday went to ps to catch Bao she zuan with him. Then when to exchange my phone as it was hanging very often.. It's actually due on 22nov 2011..

After tat had dinner with serene and Dan at harbour front centre.. Eat Buffett at ban heng.. I din find it very nice..

Haiz.. Been not very happy recently..

I think I dun love him anymore.. Just comfortable.. Finding faults and making his life so difficult.. It's sad.. Very sad..
Mayb I'm juz tired of waiting.. Mayb becoz we become very stagnant.. No more surprises.. mayb coz we dun have an activity that we can do together.. Dun have common interest..

I would love to have somebody that can lead me and guide me..

I feel so lazy

I need a change..

But with tat being said.. He is still the one that I will approach for answers.. But yesterday when I ask him what should I do.. He also have got no answers.. So what should I do.. My brain is blank.. My life is becoming like a plain sheet of paper.. So blend.. I need so colours.. I need to find back my confidence.. I need a life! But who can help me except myself?????

Been thinking.. After so many years.. How did we pull through so many years? Without a common interest.. So many years.. Yet I've never really seen him cry.. After so many years.. Now then I think whether is he the one.. I used to think.. He was really the one.. Falling for him again and then again.. But now.. =x .. Last time I really wanna marry him.. I used to think.. If he ever meet with any accident and die.. Dun think I can survive with it.. But now.. No more.. What is happening..