there are so many things to do but so little time. i am working 10 days straight..i am tired..sister dun wanna grant me off tmr..=x..boo hoo..i am tired..looking forward to advance dip where i can take a break frm work and become a student again! tired of my degree programme..regrated taking part time for it..=x..

i am loving him most of the time.

sis got a i phone 4 for her 25th bday..pax give here..i am so jealous..but what is there to be jealous about? stupid..y i always got this kinda attitude..bad u know..=x..

aniwae..at last me n him went on a holiday together..to phuket..really enjoyed his companion..enjoyed the sea, enjoyed the sun set..enjoyed the romantic motorcycle rides..but not the thai ppl there..keep on kana tok..hate it!

almost every other day..i've been tinking..can he marry me like now? but i know it is impossible..but when? he always sae..when he got the money..but i am afraid that i can't wait soooooo long..i am scared that 1 day i may wait till i pekchek/sianz..=x..i really wish to go to canada /new zealand to work..but wad about him? so i took up advance dip..then can at least drag another 3 years..but still by then, he mayb still in NS..=x..haiz..dunnno la..he say even if we dun get officially married, we are already like married..but no..it is diff..=c..haiz...dun wanna tink so much..juz finish up my short term goals first..then c how bah