ytd..had a fun day with my bestie..SOH SHI HUI n her uni friens..
went out for lunch wif them at bukit timah..shihui drove n her frien oso..so gt 2 cars..den came over to my hse play mahjong..haha..i am so addicted to mahjong..esp those that involve REAL money..more fun la..n u'll play more seriously..i didn't win much..onli won $5..keke..n youwei won $11!!! we play small small nia. la..n then..after playing..shihui fetch me to ssdc to collect back my $$..keke..meet up wif veg there tooz..coz he say his home nv cook dinner..so he joined us..we ended up eating chongpang nasi lemak..n beancurd! i LOVE BEANCURD! n dou hua shui..yummy..eat until SUPER FULL! n we sat there n talk..i was v tired actually..dunno y oso..i tink coz i eat toooo full lar..haha..like pig..eat leden wana zz..aniwae..den shihui send me home..keke..so nice..haha..i'm glad that she is more confident in driving le..shihui mama..dun worry..shihui driving skills nt bad de la..

aniwae..toking bout shihui mama..her mum went for a hand surgery today..n den she called after her surgery..she sooo cute..she sae shihui nv go home n c her...instead went out wif her friens to celebrate her surgery..dun care bout her de..wahaha..so cute..i like her mum alot..actually..i see alot of parents..n i always think..y my parents are nt like theirs..like shihui's mama..she will call her..my parents wun..so now i also heck them..coz they dun call me..they go where they also dun bother to tell me..so y muz i bother..veg mama..i salute her..she is v hardworking..

mine parents..ya..they work hard..earn lotsa $$..bring us to alot of places..provide us we good food n education..but i dunno wad is lacking..y the bond is nt there? y alot of things i keep to myself? n onli share wif my friens n not them? y? i don't like to stay at home? coz..i am always alone at home..from young..n i hate it..i like to have someone to pei me..talk to me..sometimes..i come back earlier..coz i guilty tat i always come back late..but wen i come back earlier..i found myself alone at home AGAIN! till later in the night den they come back..i tink..if i got a doggie at home..i'll surely come home more often..coz..i gt companian..but my mum...she will nv agree to it..coz all they think of is themself..they don't like dogs..they don't like animals..so..as long as i am staying in THEIR house..i can't own 1..so i need to shift out..but to where? ??



i hate to work in w58! the sister SUX! i hate them..they r nt supportive at all..all they know is to order you to do this n that..scold you for everything they can catch to scold n..n make u damm busy with all the unnecessary stuff..n then they retreat back into their office n slack there doing who knows wat! y other ward sister can help their staff..y can't they..THEY ARE LAZY BUMS!! THAT IS Y THEY ARE ALL SO FAT!!! y can't they all b like sister chan..come n help us..u know..she is so nice..help us label form..call drs..help us fight back when the drs scold us for things which are nt even the nurses fault, help us ans call bells..ect..she is soooo nice..nt like vani..scold n scold..she arh..siao one..we 3.15pm end work..she come at 3.05pm..come n scold us..ask us to stay back n wash all the patient's hair b4 we can go home..and another time..siao siao one..she in the patient room..all gowned up..patient say wanna pass motion..she did not serve the patient bedpan..instead..u know wad she did..she call one of my other staff..who juz happen to walk pass coz she wanna go into another room..she ask her to gown up everything..ask her to serve the patient bedpan..n u know wad she did..DEGOWN AND LEFT THE ROOM ONCE MY FRIEN WENT IN! THIS SHOW HOW LAZY SHE WAS! SHE THINK SHE SISTER DAMM BIG LAR! CAN'T EVEN SERVE BEDPAN..I TINK SHE DUN EVEN KNOW HOW TO SERVE LO! COZ SHE IS SO LAZY N NV HELP FOR SO LONG UNTIL NOW..ALL SHE KNOW IS TO USE HER MOUTH POWER ONLY! PPL PASS REPORT..SHE DISTURB DISTURB..ASK THIS N TAT..BUT IN ACTUAL FACT..I DUN THINK SHE REALLY KNOW THE PATIENTS..COZ SHE DIDN'T EVEN NURSE THEM B4..ALL SHE KNOW IS TO MAKE OUR LIFE DIFFICULT..I HATE HER..GO BACK N B UR FLOATER OR GO HOME N DIE LA..YOU DUN BELONG HERE..YOU ARE NOT WANTED HERE..SO PACK UR BAGS..N GO HOME..SIT INFRONT OF UR COM FOR AS LONG AS U LIKE..TILL YOU GOT SUPER BIG ULCER..NO ONE WILL CARE!



at last..after multiple failure..i succeeded..!!!
i took almost a year to get this..and i will cherish it..
i must thank all my friends(esp shihui, rumya, jingle) ..and all the gods..for encouraging me this whole time and giving me their full support..

I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY THAT I CRIED..WHEN I SAW "PASS" !!! OMG!!!