went for hair for hope this afternoon..shaved my head bald..just before shaving..suddenly felt like crying..hmm..but i dun really know the reason y..then my turn came and all of a sudden, i dun feel anything..i was quite lucky so to speak, my hairdresser is alvin, an ite guy, he was concentrating real hard when shaving my head..till when the mc call him..he also dunno..haha..then after i had my hair shaved off..i suddenly feel very happy..i dunno y..really..n..though he keeps on saying NO to me wanting to do this, but yet he still came with me to vivo and help me take pic..he ask me..isit that he luv me too much tat even when he violently object to wad i'm doin, he still come and support me? i dunno..

after tat, went back home to wash up and get redy for jay zhou concert..
at first his singing sucks..then after all got high, it was so touching and nice..OMG..then while we were there, at the indoor stadium, and walking at kallang leisure..he told me"do you know u very AA?" (AA=attract attention)..hmm..ok..but to me, i felt ok with it..if i wanna shave my head, i have to be prepared to be stared by ppl..anyway, i do not have any mirror with me all the time..sometimes, i still forget that i have shaven bald till i looked into the mirror..

anyhow..

I AM LUVIN MY BOTAK HEAD!