he sae he wan come fetch me after work today..but..he din even set alarm clock to wake himself up..HELLO..i finish work at 3.15pm! not 7 am..! yet you still can't get up and come in time and sae that i can call you to wake u up..y am i making a big fuss about it? HELLO! i am busy at work..how to call u n wake u up..u tink i free arh..and is you sae wanna fetch me de mah..so at least you shd have set alarm to wake urself up! and nt make me wait for you always! then..u cum my hse nv tell me properly..juz left some hints here n there..how was i suppose to know? i always hope tat u will come and find me at my place after a fight..but i am always disappointed..=x..how was i suppose to know tat u r there today? n u juz hang up my phone and switch your phone off..bastard idiot..i hate u! i din do anything wrong! fuck..y should i be treated this way..shit you..

i really feel like cutting myself..but i know i will be stupid if i do it..so i decide to go out for some fresh air..it was raining heavily..like my heart..went to westcoast and sat there..in front of the open sea..gether my thoughts and feelings..and came back n shower..

then u called and ask me to open the door..

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then u left again to your aunt hse..cozz i dun wanna go with my puffy eyes..

n u came back with my dinner..bomb prata..

then we played mahjong with sis n bf..

not a memorable and enjoyable Christmas at all!