i tink i only blog once a month..haha..=x..hmm..my first week of school is ok..but i am kinda worried for my degree assignment that is due on 29 this month!! after i completed it..i am alittle more free..yeah!!! after i am done with advance dip..my plan is to learn yoga, or meditation..though i would like to learn it now..but i fell kinda short of time..=x..n i am loving my part time job..which is to look after 10 golden retrievers!! i love them to the max..!! sometimes they r a bit naughty..but they r so cute n innocent !! they all have their own character n loves..i am getting to know them more n more..n OMG..i jus love them..check them out at http://cassiagolden.com/home !



there are so many things to do but so little time. i am working 10 days straight..i am tired..sister dun wanna grant me off tmr..=x..boo hoo..i am tired..looking forward to advance dip where i can take a break frm work and become a student again! tired of my degree programme..regrated taking part time for it..=x..

i am loving him most of the time.

sis got a i phone 4 for her 25th bday..pax give here..i am so jealous..but what is there to be jealous about? stupid..y i always got this kinda attitude..bad u know..=x..

aniwae..at last me n him went on a holiday together..to phuket..really enjoyed his companion..enjoyed the sea, enjoyed the sun set..enjoyed the romantic motorcycle rides..but not the thai ppl there..keep on kana tok..hate it!

almost every other day..i've been tinking..can he marry me like now? but i know it is impossible..but when? he always sae..when he got the money..but i am afraid that i can't wait soooooo long..i am scared that 1 day i may wait till i pekchek/sianz..=x..i really wish to go to canada /new zealand to work..but wad about him? so i took up advance dip..then can at least drag another 3 years..but still by then, he mayb still in NS..=x..haiz..dunnno la..he say even if we dun get officially married, we are already like married..but no..it is diff..=c..haiz...dun wanna tink so much..juz finish up my short term goals first..then c how bah



i miss you dearly..you are now in genting.. know just for 3 days..but...
yesterday..after work..suddenly felt so lost..after work got no one to call and meet..=x..today.. got no one to eat with me..=x..i miss you..can you faster come back..=x..



day 3 as botak..
went for dental appt today..say i got 1 teeth is at the begining stage of decay and i need to floss more often and cut down on sweet drinks..fine with it..

then..went to a briefing as i have to work for some company on 31st..but apparently, when the brand manager saw me botak..he called my agency man and then i was told that the event was cancelled..and that they will give me only $10 for making the trouble to come down for interview and briefing.. ..the agency guy keep telling me that it is not about me..but i can sense and feel it..or maybe i might be over conscious as i am botak..i dunno...all i know is that..today i actually feel that stigmatisism..that unwanted..feeling..today i can empatise with those cancer patients..though it is jus a small thing..

ANYHOW..I HAVE NOT REGRETTED THAT I HAVE CHOOSE TO SHAVE..AS THROUGH THIS..I CAN FEEL HOW THEY FEEL..I AM NOT DOIN MY PART FOR THESE PEOPLE, INSTEAD, I FEEL THAT THEY ARE HELPING ME. I WIL LEARN TO BECOME STRONGER, I WILL LEARN TO BECOME MORE UNDERSTANDING FROM THIS.

AND I WANNA CHANGE THE MENTALITY OF SINGAPOREANS' CONSERVATIVE THINKING AND STIGMATISISM!



day 2 as botak..

noting much today..wore at wig at work..
some collegues at work say i should not have wore that wig, but afterall, singapore is still a conservative society..and we need to have some professional look...so i decide to keep my wig on..



went for hair for hope this afternoon..shaved my head bald..just before shaving..suddenly felt like crying..hmm..but i dun really know the reason y..then my turn came and all of a sudden, i dun feel anything..i was quite lucky so to speak, my hairdresser is alvin, an ite guy, he was concentrating real hard when shaving my head..till when the mc call him..he also dunno..haha..then after i had my hair shaved off..i suddenly feel very happy..i dunno y..really..n..though he keeps on saying NO to me wanting to do this, but yet he still came with me to vivo and help me take pic..he ask me..isit that he luv me too much tat even when he violently object to wad i'm doin, he still come and support me? i dunno..

after tat, went back home to wash up and get redy for jay zhou concert..
at first his singing sucks..then after all got high, it was so touching and nice..OMG..then while we were there, at the indoor stadium, and walking at kallang leisure..he told me"do you know u very AA?" (AA=attract attention)..hmm..ok..but to me, i felt ok with it..if i wanna shave my head, i have to be prepared to be stared by ppl..anyway, i do not have any mirror with me all the time..sometimes, i still forget that i have shaven bald till i looked into the mirror..

anyhow..

I AM LUVIN MY BOTAK HEAD!



i dun wanna do my assignment..i dun wanna study for exams..i wanna slack n play..yyyyy..=x..boo hoo..

he has done his lasik..on 7 june..
hope everything goes well..
really hope he will go learn diving n b my dive buddy..=P
but all he think of is to go track track track..=c...

hmm...am i selfish or wad?
ok i am selfish
y he can't do wad he wanna do and must do wad i wanna do?

u know..sometimes i realy would like a bf that is active..that will being me go here n there..that will join me or pull me go race..go do sports..etc..but he is opp.

wad should i do?

force him to do wad i like? let him be as it is?

really love him as a person..sweet..considerate..sometimes toooo considerate..but now not as patient as last time...


i tink i should carry on wif wadever i like and want..be independent..maybe 1 day he will be influenced then good lo..if not..then see how it goes la..


AND

I WANT A DOG BADLY!!!



yesterday i was hungry at night..n i told him..but he zzz...dun wanna cook for me..=x..make me sleep with an empty stomach..today..he is guilty..coz he made me sleep with my empty stomach!



my bday coming..wad i want leh?? i also dunno.....=x



back frm dayang with shihui...went diving with equator dive..not bad i would say..haha..but juz kinda rush la..food waise was not bad also..people very friendly!

will upload the pics soon!



cut hair today! i am so handsome



got my jay chou tix!

i'm lovin it!



spend time with shihui n iris....

went taka, ion shopping with shihui..then went to fareast to shop...bought a shoe..$35.90..
then went club with iris n shihui..to rebels..keke..

next day went bugis shop with them again..bought 2 pants..$22 and $30..and a sunglass $10..and..$10 boxer for him..keke..then after shopping went arcarde play bishi bishi..iris pro lo..after tat all the eateris all close le..so we went to eat steamboat! keke..



i know wad i want for my 23rd bday le!!!!

i wan to take a nice nice photo shoot!

with my bike!

YEAH!



went touring to melaka with him and the GSX group to eat A & W! on the way up, got caught my malasia TP on the high way for speeding.. then we shaft RM 50 to let us go..=x..suai..haiz..make us bankrupt la..we only brought 50sgd there leh..still gota eat n pump petrol leh..=x..haiz..anyway..lucky he got some sgd notes in his wallet..so gota change again..=x..anyway..on the way back, got caught in the rain and some of them also saw an accident happen right infront of their eyes! we only saw the aftermath. but from what they described..they say they saw the mother and 2 children flew out of the car! wah..so scary..i am so glad that we are all safe and sound..=x..thank god! but think it was quite scary for those who saw it..=x..anyway, it was really nice goin out with them and riding..heard from them that they travel all the way up to thailand before! wah! impressed! i ride tat cbr for awhile tink tired le..plus with all the vibration at high speed! REALLY TIRING! wah..they still can ride for 17 hours! WAHHHHH!!! if me..i dun wan..i rather take aeroplane..hahaha..though riding can be fun and stuff..but 17 hours, your concentration tink will decrease also..plus tires plus high speed..and so on..really very dangerous leh..=x..

hmm..then there is this ger who ride a R6! i wan!!!! but dun tink i can handle it well! so..haiz..drop that dream bah! hahaha..kk..i'm tired le..so gonna say BYE BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!



bought a touring jacket RJAY for $180 and also a shoe so that i can wear when riding my new ride for guess how much? ($109 plus 50% off = $55!!!!!) kekeke..spending alot of money here n there..but nvm..i happy can le..wahhahaha..anyway..now i'm kinda hooked on to playing arcade! Last time always scold ppl say they waste money..but now i myself liddit..haiyo..=x..

hmm..yesterday just went to johor circuit(pasir gudang) with him to see race bike..now i chaoda! sun burn arh!! there stupid la..viewing gallery there no chair no shade.. ||| wad design is tat! den after tat we went over to another grand stand to watch..at first pay RM10 per person to go in le..then juz go to another place to see..coz there gt chairs and shade, must pay again..for parking-RM1..then cannot go back to where we were coz need to pay again.. ... they really know how to make money sia..summore the chairs there..BLODDY DIRTY!!!! haiz..dunno pay them for wad also..nv upkeep the place de..haiz..

anyway..that is not the main point..the main point is we go there to see his neighbour racing.. and other bike n proton sega race..din take pic coz i lazy la and tired after night shift go there straight..was not bad la..he say maybe in 5 years time, we can try the track ourself..buy 1 sp or wad..haha..dunno la..see how is life then lor..

throughout the whole journey, we are really very lucky! din rain at all..then when come back to sg also! heard from other ppl..sg was raining heavily leh..we are so so lucky..thank god for the good weather!



DEAR BOUGHT ME MY CBR400!!! and a box for my X1R tooz!!!
love all my bikes
gsx 600, cbr 400, x1r..

love him most!



13 n 14 off..spend it meaningfuly

13- went to pray at bugis there, then OG there gt sale, after that went to pass veg's aunt a oil that i bought for her. then then then, we went to the body show at clark quay!!! it is sumting like the body world at science centre,except that it is a smaller scale and can see in a closer proximity and and got medical student there to explain to you what is what! price wise is $21, but i got OCBC card, so gt 10% off plus can take photo and ..keke i took sum..



..=)..then went to opp central to eat bak kut teh..i tink it very nice to eat..=P..$6/bowl..
sometimes i really love him alot.

14-went to sgh for magnet fair and change shift, then meet him at his school..went to unique motor, change to hella horn ($45) include relay and flower rim ($90)..next change gonna be my tires..haiz..gonna spend money again..=x



jb with shihui, vic n cy!
walk walk at citysquare..bought same shoe with shihui..then went to watch alvin n the chipmunk 2..then went to eat ikan bakar..stingray, squid, kangkong, haojian,koayteow, chicken wing..eat until full full arh! by the time we come back..i wad dread tired..=x..haha..



after night shift..he came to fetch me and we headed to malaysia with some GSX forum friends..total of 4 plus ours..5 GSX..went up to melaca to eat A N W..then come back..rain sia..sianz..aniwae..our top speed was 225km/hr..i was like..wanna fly off the bike liao..haha..but quite shiok la..onli coz i din sleep..i was damn tired..=x..



quarreled with him today..on our 7 year anniversary..=x..



i passed all my exams..



missya..



i have been lying to my parents tat i'm kinda sick of it..i'm juz so tired of it..i wanna tell them the truth..but apparently i can't..they would not allow..they will look down on me..they would tell all my relatives and then all my relatives will ALL look down on me..i juz wanna lead my life..=x



friday the 13th..got my first bike accident ..=x..self skidded...=x..lucky got one uncle very good..he helped me move my bike to the kerb n gave me a lift to the hospital..these are the injuries sustained...

and i got 2 days MC for this..
15 nov..go back to work..but =x..go wrong shift..suppose to be afternoon shift..i go morning..then dear in the morning sent me there..hw juz reach home and bath then gotta come back to SGH to fetch me back..=x..lucky he v kind nv scold me..hehe..then we go eat mac breakfast..with weebin..n then go home zzz...

17 nov..my very first RMS..got a medication error..pt allergic to NSAIDS..written in the system..n when i ask pt..he sae he only allergic to naproxen..and DR ordered I/M diclofenac..i din know that they are of the same family..who noes..pt developed periorbital swelling..=x..haiz..called up the DR stat..n dr gave hydrocort and promethizine..=x..haiz..then gota raise RMS...=x

18 nov.. at last a good news..sister sae my bike accident that 2 MC will be accounted for and thus no need to key in..also..the ANE charges will be paid by the insurance..so i no need to pay! YEAH..at last a good news after all the bad ones..

i mus always hold on..and believe that the sun will always shine after a rain..=)



juz went to copthorn orchard to have lunch with my family..now beri full..keke..hmm..n I HAVEN STUDY!! PREPARE TO DIE!! aniway..ytd went to rp..had this exhibition..then gt SCDF paramedic..should i join SCDF next year after my bond ends??..the starting pay is like bout 3k if i get my degree..=P..coz i'll go in as an officer! plus if i pass their paramedic course..gt skill allowance of $600 per month! hmm..wah..i got lotsa choices for my future..wad shd i do? which one shd i choose? i am confused. if only god can lead me the way..=(..



been so troubled lately..juz finished an assignment..dun tink i will do well though..coz was a damm last min thing as usual..now..since my cbr was sold..we have been looking high n low for another bike to replace it..otherwise we will only get 85% of our insurance back instead of the full prorated one..=c..thats bout a hundred bucks worth of money..aniwae..we saw this R6..was a good deal..but was sold to an indian that came before us..wad to do..=x..juz not our luck..haiz..

n ytd..sum dunno which idiot urine on my bike! shit you! dunno is human or cat..but it urine on my seat la! then make me missed the prayer that i was suppose to join my family to..=x..so later mt up with him again..n he help me wash my bike!keke..=P..love! thanks!

haiz..now gotta cheong for my exams..but then again..got no mood! i can't stand this degree programme! it is not helping me at all! but i got no choice..i am half way into it..i can't giveup!

CHEONG ARH!!!







YEAH!!! At last i got my CBR 400..a few days ago...haven got a chance to take photo with it though..

Aniwae..today went to beach road there and he got for me a full face helmet!!! keke..=P..

then we headed to golden mile to eat beef noodle, fried kuay teow, tung hoon and so on..yummy!!! we 4 ppl..me him, deniel, weebin...ate 7 dishes...3 beef noodle, 1 big fried rice, 1 fried kuay teow and 2 tung hoon.. ..like hungry ghost festival hasn't ended liddit..haaha..aniwae..now i'm waiting for him..waiting for him to finish work at 2 am..then we are goin to eat BAK KUT TEH!!! i am hungry again!



went clubbing at dbl o with shihui and iris...keke..woohoo..this is one of the few times i was high la..even before shihui and iris was high..haha..din drink much though..but mayb drank too fast..had 3 shoots of tequila..we shared a jug of vodka ribena..and also i tink 2 cups of bombshell...next time when i go..i wanna try the green apple dunno wad..smell damn nice..keke..actually..frm the experience that i had frm my bdae..had a phobia of drinking already..nono..nt drinking..hmm,..how should i put it..juz dun like the feeling of puking..spinning..so now when i drink..i really control..so i try not to puke in the cab or his car..haha..i remember once i puke in the cab..while lying on his lap..then kana his jeans..hahaha..lucky he din scold me..haha..=P..aniwae..back to club..met chewpei n shireen there..they were with their friends..dance through the night..shiok..hmm..wonder did i shed some fats??? haha..=P..kk..let the pic do the talking!






i am in school now with peining and sumi..suppose to study and do our assignment..BUT! i CANNOT CONCENTRATE! SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!



yeah!! at last i go HSBC tree top walk with him lo!~!
hey..i'vebeen wanting to go there with him for the longest time..thn at last..we went..


the night b4, hewas suppose to sleep at 9pm coz i wanna meet him at 7am!but he go play mahjong till 12mn..n i was kinda unhappy..so we quarrelled..then 3am..he took a cab to my place to meet me instead..and we met..go eat mac..coz i wanted to have mac breakfast..then we went to east coast, followed by changi to see sun rise..but we missed it coz it was v cloudy..=x..then we also see aeroplane landing...after tat he went home to change and we headed to the hsbc tree top walk! took a few pic there together..





after tat, we went back home and zzz..wah damm tired then went to school for lesson..=P



watching many ppl get married..sometimes really make me feel very envious..
alot of ppl ask me..when am i getting married..all i could sae is..not anytime soon..=x..
basically..i am a practical person..u gt no $..no need to tink of marriage..tat is top of my list..but then again..i dun marry becoz tat person is loaded or wad..juz tat..at least the base muz be well supported mah..otherwise..very easily it will collapse mah..

i'm with him for 6 plus..coming to 7 years this x'mas..yes..i totally agree tat it is time to talk bout marriage at this stage le..but..gt no $$$..=x..he still studying..haven complete his NS..how liddit..=x..n sumtimes..somethings worries me..i very scared tat our interest clashes and we will divorce if we get married..=x..

i like to travel and see things..he thinks that itz a waste of money..he will spend on luxury things like he will rather get a nicer car or bike with tat extra cash..but..of coz..because i like to travel..n if he gt the cash..he will give in to me and accompany me go travel..but now he will..will he give in to me in future???

i tink of alot of things..which makes me have alot of fears..n thus..i tink tat i will not lead my life to the fullest..i fear tat i am unable to handle and teach my children well in future..thus i have decided not to have children..another reason y i dun wan to have kids is coz..i gt this fear that wad if i groom my kid to a certain age already and he/she die before me? i cannot take tat..=x..i told u i tink alot le..=x..mayb sometimes i should juz stop tinking n juz do..to lead life to the fullest..and to experience every single little tings????


sometimes i really love him to the max n wanna marry him right away..sometimes i tink the otherwise when we meet with disagreements..=x..i dunno..i still gt a long way to go..so..i no need to tink so much now!

thus..

I AM GOING TO SLEEP NOW! TMR GOTTA WAKE UP EARLY TO WORK LEH!



plan of today - go ion orchard then he go work.


Yesterday nite..i went to turf city to watch soccer..man u vs arsernal..wah..at the very last min..arsernal scored! we were damm happy..coz we win $$$ BUT! it was off side..meaning foul..so tat goal was not counted! wah..wet blanket..! anihow..we won $10 overall..haha..den go mac eat n back zzz..
today i woke up at 11plus..excited to go out..but tat PIG still wanna zzz..so fine la..zzz till 12 plus..wake up..make some brunch..den..wahaha..very fun..coz his parents was not at home..he carried me on his shoulders..wah..i was damm high la..head can hit the top of the door sia..so scary..but very fun..veru high..i kept luffing..den very buai balance..haha..den he ran around the hse..like abit siao siao la..but was fun..den he put me down..den complain..back pain... ... ...|||... wad can i sae..i lose weight le lor..i now ONLY 41KG hor! not very heavy la hor..SO DUN COMPLAIN! wahahaha..BLEAH!

Aniwae..after tat..den we wash up n prepare to go out gai gai loh!
go ion..like not shopping leh..i walk abit..den he jio me go down to basement there coz he read magazine gt nice food there..|||..aniwae..went to eat a R burger..soso nia..i wouldn't sae itz v nice..i tink not tasty enuff..then we also eat the jap octopus ball ball..tat was was ok..not bad..den gt this tokyo crepe doll..there is this jap chef there..wah..i kana sot by him..haha..siao..i tink he quite charming..so end up..we bought a mix berry crepe frm him..i so paiseh..dun dare to talk to him..den i ask alfred to help me order..wahaha..the crepe was ok..berry combine with the icecream was nice coz itz sour n sweet..but the crepe isn't anitink special..not particularly fragrant or tasty leh..=x..but..chef handsome can liao la..wahahahha..BLEAH!

then..after ion went to wisma to check out my phone WIFI and eat at republic food..den slowly walk towards his work place which is behind PS there..

while we walk pass Ngee Ann city..there were ppl basking there..a group of filopinos was dancing there like a free pub or something there la..and a bangala was also seen dancing there la! wah..when did the streets of orchard become a little philipines?

talking about filipinos..kao..i'm sorry if i offend ppl here..but i am starting to dislike them! though i know there are good filipinos like athens, michelle, eunice, reah, analiza..frm my previous ward 58ID..but..the others are kinda fucked up..LAZY AND FLIRTY/DESPO MAIDS to fucking SSN(SENIOR STAFF NURSE). i'm sorry for being so rough in my language or being insensitive..but i got bullied..=x..story is liddit...


a few days ago...i was in observation ward..and there was this lodger who gt no bed in the hospital..so gotta stay in the observation ward..thus..i would need to call the doctor down to clerk the case and see the patient..normally..we will wait till 2 hours before calling the doctor to make sure no bed up there mah..so 2 hours means due at bout 2pm..which was after i pass the report..so..by right..i pass to the next shift people already..so itz her responsibility..but..we juz help aound mah..so i wanted to help the afternoon shift people call the dr down to clerk..so i called the respi ward to ask which Dr is suppose to clerk case today..then this filopino SSN came and ask me y i call the ward..she pointed out to the call list and ask me to call the consultant on call on the call list to come clerk the case..KAO..u tink i FIRST DAY WORKING? who would call a consultant to clerk a case? unless really can't get his subordinates den you'll climb up the ladder n call the consultant mah rite..aniwae..i told her again n sae.."but is clerking case only..y call the consultant?" she replied to me ask me to JUZ CALL TAT CONSULTANT..FUCK U LA.. U WANNA SARBO RITE!

nvm..itz ok..so i went else where to call the house officer to come and clerk the case..but since i was new in ANE..to be sure..i went to ask other senior if they would call the consultant as first line to clerk the case..all give me a shock face n tell me " NONO!!" luck i not stupid enuff to listen to you DAMM FILOPINO! YOU DUMB ASS!

another incident was the same filipino was asked by a DR to give this patient a pain injection and also a fleet enema..i heard myself tat the DR ask her to do the task..guess was she did? she hugged the case sheet for a 10 mins..den came to me..and juz tell me to give the pain injection..den fake it and sae..wait i HELP u check see anymore things DR order anot..n she gt the cheek to sae..OH! STILL GT ENEMA! FUCK la..you tink i stupid..deaf or wad..the dr already told u gt fleet le mah..y still wanna fake in front of me..n pass your shit job to me? it not like its your time to go home wad..then mayb u gt a reason to pass to me to do..please lo..it was only 2 plus..you lazy piece of shit..i HATE YOU!

another filopino..also..when gt tink to ask me to do..can tell me..other wise..when i need some thing..ask frm him..he like turn DEAF EAR liddit..damm irritating..he can ignor me TOTALLY! i talk to him like talk to wall liddit..

no wonder so many filopino flee out of their country to go to other country to work la..all the F ppl..bad attitude..bad ethics..bad mannered..steal ppl tings..etc..how to work harmoniously there?

i'm sorry..i am not saeing all filopinos are bad..juz tat u gt some black sheeps..who had pissed me off and i juz need to vent out!



quarrel with him ytd..bout many stuff..but anyway..was resolved le..and he agreed to get me a CBR 400..class 2a bike..YEAH!!!! tat means i would not have to sell my bike le!!! YESH! but i gota be a bastard and tell my tat buyer sae i not selling le..haiz..=z..but..at least..i am happy tat i no need to part with my beloved bikey! yesh! love me bike!

anyway..i hate 1 stupid filopino SSN at DEM..YOU IDIOT..think i am an idiot! one day u will get your retribution!



today went to M hotel to have dinner with family..so now i'm SUPER FULL!!!!!!!! FULL to MAX!!!!

the show was funny..in a nut shell..it is about this editor(sandra bullock) because her dunno wad expire already and she gotta be deported back to her country which was in canada..thus she forced her assistant Ryan Reynolds..at the begining he hated her..but later..the story turns when she goes back with him to his home town for his grandma's 90th bdae..and later..instead of a fake wedding..it turns out tat he really fall for her..some funny parts..was not bad the show..mayb i'll rate it 7 out 10.

and u know wad..serene parents bought her a BMW to drive!! $140000!!! OMG! she is like 19 years old nia..den gt BMW to drive liao..i tink i can't afford tat car for my entire life sia! rich sia..jealous..but nvm..be happy with wad u gt ger!

went to work in the morning..after work went to his hse to meet him then go to selegie road there to get his bikecoz ytd he go work..after work was raining heavily..so he took a cab back..anyway..went there also wanted to see the 4d roll out..but was late..so din make it..onli can listen frm outside...after tat..went to meet zhenling ariana and peifen eat at 302..chat a while..was talking about how good ham is treating ruishan..2 years le..they are still as sweet..ham will help her and take care of her and he enjoys looking at her and allows her to speak to guys and stuff...come to think of it..veg also mah..i tink veg is as good! wahahaha!!! after almost 7 years of seeing each other almost everyday..he still treat me very good..still willing to fetch me..still will cook for me and give me lots of freedom..that is the best!! the only bad thing about him is..gt no $$$ and really hope he will do well in his study lo..=x..now i'm at his hse..waiting for him to come back..cozhe go school..gt unit test..waiting for hm to have lunch together de..but i was tooo hungry..so i ate alittle 1st..den laterwen he come back then eat again..kekeke...bleah!



wow...ytd met up with my pri school mates-soek ee, peishan, jacinta and jiaxing...damm long nv see them..since primary 6 bah!
how we come together is..the other day, i was waiting for bus and i coincidentally met jiaxing..and we xchanged numbers..then nite before, she msg me jio me have supper ytd..so we met up at bukit timah...n talk bout last time..big ballooon..the game tat was not passed down! wad a waste! itz a CHIJ bukit timah traditional game! talk about other friends too! cool..n played arm wrestling..lame la..next time jio them come my hse play..haha..im so happy to meet up with them again!



i'm letting go my bike..today a very shuag kuai buyer came and view my bike..and he deal on the spot! OMG! now..tat the bike is sold..i kinda bu she de le..i dun wanna sell le!!! i wanna keep her..=x..but cannot liddit..=x..i'm selling at slightly above market price already..so..better let go before next time cannot sell at tat price le..=x..but..i will really miss my bike..juz now i look at my bike..i wanna cry le..=x..though hand over is next month..but..=x..thought of her parting..haiz..i dunno wad to say le..=x..i will miss you..my red x1r..my 1st bike..who had never gave me any prob before! you will always be the best bike i had!



yeah! today is our ward 58 isolation bbq party!!!

hmm..was running a fever since yesterday..so today went to sgh early to go to the staff clinic..after visiting the doctor, i met sumi, vino deb n the others at the sgh busstop and we waited for the others before heading to east coast park.

some things cockup..but later the nite was ok..enjoy talking to them and having fun..

then i went to look for the toilet coz i needa wash my hands..while walking out..guess who i met!! dear came!!! he actually trick me sae he go zzz le..but actually he wanna come n surprise me! n it is so coincident..i went out to wash hand n met him at the carpark! so sweet of him! the previous day he already gt not enuff sleep le he still come..but tat is becoz he din meet me for 8 days le coz i was in kota kinAbalu..

anyway, we all celebrated seetha's birthday and elmya's farewell..really wish elmya all the best for her future..mayb next time i might join her in canada??? haha..then fetch siyu, guan yun, amy n deb back before heading home to zzz!!!

sweet sweet n happy!!!

but i'm sorry vino and sumi..for not staying..=x..FORGIVE ME PLEASE!!!



i'm back from kota kinabalu!!!
been there from 9-16 aug 2009.
photos will be uploaded in facebook..do check it out soon yeah?

it was quite an adventure trip..lemme juz do a summary itenary of wad i did there.

Day 1: took tiger airways there( bout $100 return per person.got it at a discounted rate) =>..then took a cab(RM 30) to gaya street as the closes at 1pm..and it was goin to be 1 pm already by the time we landed..walk around for a while before we settled at a kopitiam for our lunch..had beef noodle and laksa...not bad..then headed to out lavender lodge where we had booked our accomodation online earlier on..(RM70/nite)..it's a twin beded room with common bathroom...very clean..slack there for a while before heading out for a walk..had dinner..movie n back..

DAY 2: water rafting at pedas river..(RM 210)..was not bad..but we din capsize..=x..water was kinda dirty..but still it was quite fun..

Day 3: headed to mt kk base..n walk around the park there..weather was very cooling..like in genting..

Day 4: climb up to laban rata

Day 5 from laban rata to the summit of mt kk..started climb at 2.30am..managed to catch the sunrise at 5.30am! then climb down..and back to the city..i was sick..vomited twice..=x..

Day 6: whole body aching..went diving..3 in total..1 was refresher..the 2 other was boat dives..saw turtle!!! yeah!!! and many other sea creatures..check out the pictures! the corals are quite beautiful..many different species...

Day 7: diving too...another 3 boat dives..saw giant squid..fire fish..shrimps..=P

Day 8: flight back to singapore



i have been making alot of noise saying..y ppl n their bf can go overseas for their 1 year aniversary..somemore is theBF pay all the expenses..y me..6..coming to 7 fucking long years..yet the furthest i gone with him was KL n Genting!

guess wad he told me..coz he is a student..no $$$..ppl BF gt work full time..he only work on some weekends evening only..where to get the $$$...=x...then he sae..even he gt extra spare cash..he wanna save to down for his class 2 bike...FUCK U LA! go marry your bike la..i am noting! lose to a 2 wheeler...! shit la..wadz the point! FUCK YOU! i HATE YOU!



YES! i confirm goin to Department of emergency lo!!!! will official be transfered there on the 6th july! wahaha..i am sooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES YES YES!!!! at last!!!!!!!!!



I GOT A GOOD NEWS!!!!!

I MIGHT BE ABLE TO BE TRANSFERRED TO DEPARTMENT OF EMERGENCY MEDICINE IN JULY!!!!

FUCKING HAPPY ! AT LAST..AFTER 2 YEARS OF JAIL TERM..TORTURE CHAMBER!!! AT LAST!!!

suddenly i tot to myself..itz like enlightenment..WHEN SUMTINK BAD HAPPENS...SUMTINK GOOD WILL FOLLOWS..SO WHEN SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS..STAY POSITIVE..N GOOD WILL COME TO YOU!!!



Singapore is having their own international museum day frm the 23-31 May 2009!
and they are opening up some museum on the 31 May for us to go for free!!!

Check out this webbie for more details: http://www.museums.com.sg/imd09/



Had dinner with the lovelies today at vivo..rumya, shankar, ranjini, mel, val, me n cy..at this restaurant called Modesto's. Italian restaurant. food was not bad..we ordered pastas and pizzas.. then..after we finish our food..rumya ask if i wanted desert..then i sae..i got wad..then she sae..will i share it..then..MY BIRTHDAY DAY CAKE CAME! wahahah..i din realised tat they arranged this cake lo..seriously lo..wahahaha..so sweet of them..then they give me my present..which is a bra n panty set from la senza..PAISEH LA! the waiter keep walk here n there..n there i am holding that bra! OMG!!! PAISEH TO THE MAX! wahahah..anyway..after tat..we had a tiolet break..take foto..then we left le..=x..i really home to meet up wif u all more often..i mean us..then we can talk more n gossipbout our bf!!! wahahaha..=P..

LOVE ALL, EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU, LOVELIES!!!















I CAN'T WAIT TO FINISH MY DEGREE PROGRAMME..IT SUX! ASSIGNMENT AFTER ASSIGNMENT! I CAN'T FINISH..! ARGHH!!!!!!!!!! I NEED 30 HOURS ADAY! CAN GOD GIVE ME???



wow..2 weeks just went by so god damn fast! last 2 weeks was my annual leave!
guess how i spent it? half of it gone to the stupid assignment..sick la..spoil my holiday! but but but..i still managed to get some time off..where did i go???

9/4/09 6.30pm - took a bus to mersing jetty..then a boat to Pemanggil Island-lanting beach resort..
hmm..other photos are in the photo album shutterfly..go to links n c!
was back on the 13/4..at bout 3+am..

13/4 10pm..set off to redang island..gt no photos yet..
14/4- stayed in the hotel room the WHOLE ENTIRE DAY TO DO MY ASSIGNMENT! BOO HOO!!!
15/4- completed my assignment at 6am! den wen wanna go n out busk in the sun..guess wad..it rained..sianz..=x..sianz
came back on the 16/4
17/4- headed to malacca with my family..juz eat sleep eat sleep watch the sinjuko incident again with them..had nuoya dinner
18/4 had breakfast..watch "he's juz not tat into u" again wif my sister..cut my hair..n eat nuoya food again before heading back to singapore..

THAT IS THE END OF MY 2 WEEKS OF HOLIDAY..!!! =x =x =x..SADDED..I WANT MORE MORE MORE!!!!







went for my circuit revision today as my Class 2A TP is on NEXT TUESDAY!!!! OMG!!!
anyway..today was fine la..after tat..den to his hse watch tv for awhile den we headed to orchard DFS to get his belt..OTW there..raining BIG BIG..so we stopped twice..den end up go Balmoral eat lunch..den headed to wisma to check out some other belts..we parked behind Lucky plaza..pavement.. n walk to wisma n oso taka..taka..the burberry belt..the design tat we want sold out le..=x..so he left..coz he gotta rush to work..n guess wad! WE KANA A $70/- SUMMON! WTH! awhile nia lo..den kana la..summore din get wa we wanted lo..=x..haiz..anyway..he headed to work..i walk to DFS..n bought him his burberry belt..(BYE BYE $295/-) =c..i broke la.



STUPID LAZY MAIDS WHO TALK ON THE FONE N TREAT US LIKE THEIR MAIDS WHILE WE CHANGE THEIR AGONGS!!!


ok..i know the video abit lousy..n wrong direction..but in any case..i'm here to vent my anger!!!

STUPID MAID..wth is she in the hospital when she dun help??? n only supervise us?? Nurses are of a lower status den maid tat they hav to supervise us???? y should we b treated this way?? when we gt more skills then maids do..so i think we should be respected more!!!!

n on top of that..only singapore is liddit lo..china-nurses really serve meds n do really nursing stuff..care of patient is done solely by family members..! n here..actually..we are only HELPING dose pt who gt no carers to care for their NOK..in the end..what we get in return??? LOOK DOWN UPON! LOOK AS A CLEANING BACKSIDE JOB! WORSE OF THEN A MAID!

I AM NT LOOKING DOWN ON MAIDS! JUST THAT THEIR JOB SCOPE IS TO CARE OF AGONG N NOTINK ELSE..BUT OURS IS FAR MORE THEN THAT..SO Y CAN'T THESE DAMM MAIDS JUZ DO THEIR JOBS!



do morning shift today..den after work, went to elmya's house.
She cooked egg, fish with coconut and also chicken..it was yummy la..except a little spicy..but still can tahan la..i help elmya fry the roti prata..

den..at her house watch some indian movie..dun really understand it coz watch half half liddit..haha..anyway..the main tink was..to celebrate siti ramah's belated bdae..we bought a cake with her pressie..hope she liked it..haha..n n n ..

TOOTLE..(i dunno hw to spell)..anyway..she i sooo cute n terrified!!!! hahaha..



after the dinner, i left with deb n bf, peining n bf..went to meet him n we went to DFS to find his belt..1 caught his eye..n it cost $295! haiz..we will CONSIDER 1st! wahaha..mist prob will get tat la..see how lo..=x..



BORING!! my life is so boring!!!
WORK SLEEP SCHOOL WORK SLEEP SCHOOL!!!
his life is
WORK SLEEP WORK SLEEP!!!

ARGH!!!!!

I WANNA PLAY!! I WANNA HAVE LOTSA $$$

I NEED $$$

I NEED A PART TIME JOB!!!!

BUT I GOT NO TIME!!!!

HOW HOW HOW!!!

ANYWAN WANNA DONATE TO Me???

THIS IS SO CONTRADICTING..BUT HU CARES! I BOUGHT MY TANKINI LE..$45.90..EX LO! BUGIS ONLY $39.90..BUT TOO BAD..I BUY LE..DEN 2 DAYS LATER DEN THE GIRL TELL ME BUGIS NEW STOCK ARRIVE LE..WTH..I BUY LE LO! ARGH!!!!

I NEED TO STUDY ! BUT Y AM I NOT STUDYING? Y AM I SO DISTRACTED?

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=X...



went clubbing at dbl o again with SOH SHI HUI!!!

met some sec school friends there..cool..i felt as though it was like a sec sch gathering..haha..anyway..

thanks dear for getting us our dinner! sorry..i completely forgotten to exit at steven road..sorry sorry..=x

ayo..obar was damm pack..dbl o was mambo nite sia..=x..at dbl saw this a pek..he was all the while solo lo..dance pole dance..wahahah..damm funny..after finish dancing still can raise up hand n high 5 with ppl..A PEK LEH!!! next time i grow old..u may c me this aunty go club..wahahah..white hair..take my walking stick..wahahhaha..

aniwae..den dear sent us home ..reach home at bout 5..slept at bout 6am..sleep all the way till 5.30 pm sia!!! i power hor! wahhahah..

kk..now gona go back n ready my article le..DUN DISTURB ME!!!


ps..I BOOK MY TRIP TO REDANG LE..$298..GOIN IN APR WIF DEAR N HIS FRIENDS!!!YEAH!!! CAN'T WAIT SIA!! BUT 1ST..I GOTA QUICKILY GET MY TANKINI!!!



YEAH!! I PASS ALL 3 STAGES LIAO!!

NOW WAITING FOR TRAFFIC POLICE TEST!!!

STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


aniwae..yesterday..i experienced my VERY FIRST ACTIVE RESUSITATION!!!

n also see how a pace maker is removed n cleared after a person passed on..

how cool is tat rite..=P..

i mean..u may work for years but never really seen a pacemaker before ok..

aniwae..kk..i gotta go zzz le

tonight still got 1 more nite to go!

JIAYOU!!!

















him mama is soooooooo NICE!!!

veg told his mama tat i was sick 2 nites b4..n his mama sae i din drink enuff water..den tat day, veg mama called him to ask where was he..he sae he meeting me to go out eat dinner..den his mama sae.."ayo..cannot..sick muz eat porridge..how can go out n eat.."

den the next day, his mama cook porridge for me..but we din knoe..so we went our to eat again..den his mama called to tell him tat kitchen gt porridge ask me go eat..but we have already eaten outside! nvm..so at nite..den i went to their house to eat the porridge tat his mama made for me!

Today, his mama ask me did dr give me any antibiotics? i told her tat i did not go n see doctor..den she sae..ayoz..how can..den liddit how to recover..den she gave me this medicine for fever with URTI n sorethroat..n also offered some bitter tea for my sore throat..she is so sweet!!!




today went to sakae sushi to have buffet wif him n karmeng..
den i went back home..while both of them went straight to csc..
i was suppose to reach csc at bout 6 plus or 7 n collect the cake..BUT I OVERSLEPT!!!
i onli wake up at 8.50 pm!! i panicked la..coz i scared the cake shop closes..so i quicky called up the cake shop n ask them to wait for me..n i took a cabbie to westmall..lucky i got the cake..n den walk to csc..wah..i was the last to reach la..paiseh lo..=x..haha..aniwae..there got kelyn, weebin, karmeng.john..tianfu n his gf..tot kangjie wld ocme..who noes..he PS..so..aniwae..den we play dice n black jack....notink much la..they open a bottle of martell..ya lo..i din get anitink for his bdae sia..got no time la..abit guilty la..but..aya..liddit lo..haiz..=x..haha..=x..aniwae..den we took a cab back..went back zzz lo..also nothing much i tink..but juz hope tat he is happy lo..=P..











today is my off day..YEAH!
a meaningful off day coz i accomplish everything tat i needed too..

1: went to queensway to buy bball.."NEVERFLAT" for $66
2: went to goldenmile to check some tour prices and also eat n check out frm st john their first aid training course dates n $$$
3: went home to change n go play bball at stagmont ring!!! YEAH..but abit sianz la..coz all boy..nt as fun as last time..but at last..gotta bounce the ball at least..wahaha..siao siao..

i always wanna spend my off day meaningfully..but arh..i always end up lazing around..so..happy tat today at least i did something! keke..



morning went to pray to our ancestors..den come back .. i pack my room..nw my room is the neatest among my family!!! keke..i'm so proud of it!!! wahahahah..use to be messy till i got no place to zzz on my bed..now itz damm neat la! i muz maintain it!!! shifted my table..so i can include my tv inside..keke.. i threw away alot of things..even my doggy soft toy..this doggy was with me for very long le..from 1997..last time i went to the police carnival..den play game..n got 1st prize..so this was my present..n since then..i have kept the doggy till now!! but i threw it away coz i seldom hug it..n itz full of dust..so..=x..sad..haiz.