friday the 13th..got my first bike accident ..=x..self skidded...=x..lucky got one uncle very good..he helped me move my bike to the kerb n gave me a lift to the hospital..these are the injuries sustained...

and i got 2 days MC for this..
15 nov..go back to work..but =x..go wrong shift..suppose to be afternoon shift..i go morning..then dear in the morning sent me there..hw juz reach home and bath then gotta come back to SGH to fetch me back..=x..lucky he v kind nv scold me..hehe..then we go eat mac breakfast..with weebin..n then go home zzz...

17 nov..my very first RMS..got a medication error..pt allergic to NSAIDS..written in the system..n when i ask pt..he sae he only allergic to naproxen..and DR ordered I/M diclofenac..i din know that they are of the same family..who noes..pt developed periorbital swelling..=x..haiz..called up the DR stat..n dr gave hydrocort and promethizine..=x..haiz..then gota raise RMS...=x

18 nov.. at last a good news..sister sae my bike accident that 2 MC will be accounted for and thus no need to key in..also..the ANE charges will be paid by the insurance..so i no need to pay! YEAH..at last a good news after all the bad ones..

i mus always hold on..and believe that the sun will always shine after a rain..=)



juz went to copthorn orchard to have lunch with my family..now beri full..keke..hmm..n I HAVEN STUDY!! PREPARE TO DIE!! aniway..ytd went to rp..had this exhibition..then gt SCDF paramedic..should i join SCDF next year after my bond ends??..the starting pay is like bout 3k if i get my degree..=P..coz i'll go in as an officer! plus if i pass their paramedic course..gt skill allowance of $600 per month! hmm..wah..i got lotsa choices for my future..wad shd i do? which one shd i choose? i am confused. if only god can lead me the way..=(..



been so troubled lately..juz finished an assignment..dun tink i will do well though..coz was a damm last min thing as usual..now..since my cbr was sold..we have been looking high n low for another bike to replace it..otherwise we will only get 85% of our insurance back instead of the full prorated one..=c..thats bout a hundred bucks worth of money..aniwae..we saw this R6..was a good deal..but was sold to an indian that came before us..wad to do..=x..juz not our luck..haiz..

n ytd..sum dunno which idiot urine on my bike! shit you! dunno is human or cat..but it urine on my seat la! then make me missed the prayer that i was suppose to join my family to..=x..so later mt up with him again..n he help me wash my bike!keke..=P..love! thanks!

haiz..now gotta cheong for my exams..but then again..got no mood! i can't stand this degree programme! it is not helping me at all! but i got no choice..i am half way into it..i can't giveup!

CHEONG ARH!!!







YEAH!!! At last i got my CBR 400..a few days ago...haven got a chance to take photo with it though..

Aniwae..today went to beach road there and he got for me a full face helmet!!! keke..=P..

then we headed to golden mile to eat beef noodle, fried kuay teow, tung hoon and so on..yummy!!! we 4 ppl..me him, deniel, weebin...ate 7 dishes...3 beef noodle, 1 big fried rice, 1 fried kuay teow and 2 tung hoon.. ..like hungry ghost festival hasn't ended liddit..haaha..aniwae..now i'm waiting for him..waiting for him to finish work at 2 am..then we are goin to eat BAK KUT TEH!!! i am hungry again!



went clubbing at dbl o with shihui and iris...keke..woohoo..this is one of the few times i was high la..even before shihui and iris was high..haha..din drink much though..but mayb drank too fast..had 3 shoots of tequila..we shared a jug of vodka ribena..and also i tink 2 cups of bombshell...next time when i go..i wanna try the green apple dunno wad..smell damn nice..keke..actually..frm the experience that i had frm my bdae..had a phobia of drinking already..nono..nt drinking..hmm,..how should i put it..juz dun like the feeling of puking..spinning..so now when i drink..i really control..so i try not to puke in the cab or his car..haha..i remember once i puke in the cab..while lying on his lap..then kana his jeans..hahaha..lucky he din scold me..haha..=P..aniwae..back to club..met chewpei n shireen there..they were with their friends..dance through the night..shiok..hmm..wonder did i shed some fats??? haha..=P..kk..let the pic do the talking!






i am in school now with peining and sumi..suppose to study and do our assignment..BUT! i CANNOT CONCENTRATE! SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!



yeah!! at last i go HSBC tree top walk with him lo!~!
hey..i'vebeen wanting to go there with him for the longest time..thn at last..we went..


the night b4, hewas suppose to sleep at 9pm coz i wanna meet him at 7am!but he go play mahjong till 12mn..n i was kinda unhappy..so we quarrelled..then 3am..he took a cab to my place to meet me instead..and we met..go eat mac..coz i wanted to have mac breakfast..then we went to east coast, followed by changi to see sun rise..but we missed it coz it was v cloudy..=x..then we also see aeroplane landing...after tat he went home to change and we headed to the hsbc tree top walk! took a few pic there together..





after tat, we went back home and zzz..wah damm tired then went to school for lesson..=P



watching many ppl get married..sometimes really make me feel very envious..
alot of ppl ask me..when am i getting married..all i could sae is..not anytime soon..=x..
basically..i am a practical person..u gt no $..no need to tink of marriage..tat is top of my list..but then again..i dun marry becoz tat person is loaded or wad..juz tat..at least the base muz be well supported mah..otherwise..very easily it will collapse mah..

i'm with him for 6 plus..coming to 7 years this x'mas..yes..i totally agree tat it is time to talk bout marriage at this stage le..but..gt no $$$..=x..he still studying..haven complete his NS..how liddit..=x..n sumtimes..somethings worries me..i very scared tat our interest clashes and we will divorce if we get married..=x..

i like to travel and see things..he thinks that itz a waste of money..he will spend on luxury things like he will rather get a nicer car or bike with tat extra cash..but..of coz..because i like to travel..n if he gt the cash..he will give in to me and accompany me go travel..but now he will..will he give in to me in future???

i tink of alot of things..which makes me have alot of fears..n thus..i tink tat i will not lead my life to the fullest..i fear tat i am unable to handle and teach my children well in future..thus i have decided not to have children..another reason y i dun wan to have kids is coz..i gt this fear that wad if i groom my kid to a certain age already and he/she die before me? i cannot take tat..=x..i told u i tink alot le..=x..mayb sometimes i should juz stop tinking n juz do..to lead life to the fullest..and to experience every single little tings????


sometimes i really love him to the max n wanna marry him right away..sometimes i tink the otherwise when we meet with disagreements..=x..i dunno..i still gt a long way to go..so..i no need to tink so much now!

thus..

I AM GOING TO SLEEP NOW! TMR GOTTA WAKE UP EARLY TO WORK LEH!



plan of today - go ion orchard then he go work.


Yesterday nite..i went to turf city to watch soccer..man u vs arsernal..wah..at the very last min..arsernal scored! we were damm happy..coz we win $$$ BUT! it was off side..meaning foul..so tat goal was not counted! wah..wet blanket..! anihow..we won $10 overall..haha..den go mac eat n back zzz..
today i woke up at 11plus..excited to go out..but tat PIG still wanna zzz..so fine la..zzz till 12 plus..wake up..make some brunch..den..wahaha..very fun..coz his parents was not at home..he carried me on his shoulders..wah..i was damm high la..head can hit the top of the door sia..so scary..but very fun..veru high..i kept luffing..den very buai balance..haha..den he ran around the hse..like abit siao siao la..but was fun..den he put me down..den complain..back pain... ... ...|||... wad can i sae..i lose weight le lor..i now ONLY 41KG hor! not very heavy la hor..SO DUN COMPLAIN! wahahaha..BLEAH!

Aniwae..after tat..den we wash up n prepare to go out gai gai loh!
go ion..like not shopping leh..i walk abit..den he jio me go down to basement there coz he read magazine gt nice food there..|||..aniwae..went to eat a R burger..soso nia..i wouldn't sae itz v nice..i tink not tasty enuff..then we also eat the jap octopus ball ball..tat was was ok..not bad..den gt this tokyo crepe doll..there is this jap chef there..wah..i kana sot by him..haha..siao..i tink he quite charming..so end up..we bought a mix berry crepe frm him..i so paiseh..dun dare to talk to him..den i ask alfred to help me order..wahaha..the crepe was ok..berry combine with the icecream was nice coz itz sour n sweet..but the crepe isn't anitink special..not particularly fragrant or tasty leh..=x..but..chef handsome can liao la..wahahahha..BLEAH!

then..after ion went to wisma to check out my phone WIFI and eat at republic food..den slowly walk towards his work place which is behind PS there..

while we walk pass Ngee Ann city..there were ppl basking there..a group of filopinos was dancing there like a free pub or something there la..and a bangala was also seen dancing there la! wah..when did the streets of orchard become a little philipines?

talking about filipinos..kao..i'm sorry if i offend ppl here..but i am starting to dislike them! though i know there are good filipinos like athens, michelle, eunice, reah, analiza..frm my previous ward 58ID..but..the others are kinda fucked up..LAZY AND FLIRTY/DESPO MAIDS to fucking SSN(SENIOR STAFF NURSE). i'm sorry for being so rough in my language or being insensitive..but i got bullied..=x..story is liddit...


a few days ago...i was in observation ward..and there was this lodger who gt no bed in the hospital..so gotta stay in the observation ward..thus..i would need to call the doctor down to clerk the case and see the patient..normally..we will wait till 2 hours before calling the doctor to make sure no bed up there mah..so 2 hours means due at bout 2pm..which was after i pass the report..so..by right..i pass to the next shift people already..so itz her responsibility..but..we juz help aound mah..so i wanted to help the afternoon shift people call the dr down to clerk..so i called the respi ward to ask which Dr is suppose to clerk case today..then this filopino SSN came and ask me y i call the ward..she pointed out to the call list and ask me to call the consultant on call on the call list to come clerk the case..KAO..u tink i FIRST DAY WORKING? who would call a consultant to clerk a case? unless really can't get his subordinates den you'll climb up the ladder n call the consultant mah rite..aniwae..i told her again n sae.."but is clerking case only..y call the consultant?" she replied to me ask me to JUZ CALL TAT CONSULTANT..FUCK U LA.. U WANNA SARBO RITE!

nvm..itz ok..so i went else where to call the house officer to come and clerk the case..but since i was new in ANE..to be sure..i went to ask other senior if they would call the consultant as first line to clerk the case..all give me a shock face n tell me " NONO!!" luck i not stupid enuff to listen to you DAMM FILOPINO! YOU DUMB ASS!

another incident was the same filipino was asked by a DR to give this patient a pain injection and also a fleet enema..i heard myself tat the DR ask her to do the task..guess was she did? she hugged the case sheet for a 10 mins..den came to me..and juz tell me to give the pain injection..den fake it and sae..wait i HELP u check see anymore things DR order anot..n she gt the cheek to sae..OH! STILL GT ENEMA! FUCK la..you tink i stupid..deaf or wad..the dr already told u gt fleet le mah..y still wanna fake in front of me..n pass your shit job to me? it not like its your time to go home wad..then mayb u gt a reason to pass to me to do..please lo..it was only 2 plus..you lazy piece of shit..i HATE YOU!

another filopino..also..when gt tink to ask me to do..can tell me..other wise..when i need some thing..ask frm him..he like turn DEAF EAR liddit..damm irritating..he can ignor me TOTALLY! i talk to him like talk to wall liddit..

no wonder so many filopino flee out of their country to go to other country to work la..all the F ppl..bad attitude..bad ethics..bad mannered..steal ppl tings..etc..how to work harmoniously there?

i'm sorry..i am not saeing all filopinos are bad..juz tat u gt some black sheeps..who had pissed me off and i juz need to vent out!



quarrel with him ytd..bout many stuff..but anyway..was resolved le..and he agreed to get me a CBR 400..class 2a bike..YEAH!!!! tat means i would not have to sell my bike le!!! YESH! but i gota be a bastard and tell my tat buyer sae i not selling le..haiz..=z..but..at least..i am happy tat i no need to part with my beloved bikey! yesh! love me bike!

anyway..i hate 1 stupid filopino SSN at DEM..YOU IDIOT..think i am an idiot! one day u will get your retribution!



today went to M hotel to have dinner with family..so now i'm SUPER FULL!!!!!!!! FULL to MAX!!!!

the show was funny..in a nut shell..it is about this editor(sandra bullock) because her dunno wad expire already and she gotta be deported back to her country which was in canada..thus she forced her assistant Ryan Reynolds..at the begining he hated her..but later..the story turns when she goes back with him to his home town for his grandma's 90th bdae..and later..instead of a fake wedding..it turns out tat he really fall for her..some funny parts..was not bad the show..mayb i'll rate it 7 out 10.

and u know wad..serene parents bought her a BMW to drive!! $140000!!! OMG! she is like 19 years old nia..den gt BMW to drive liao..i tink i can't afford tat car for my entire life sia! rich sia..jealous..but nvm..be happy with wad u gt ger!

went to work in the morning..after work went to his hse to meet him then go to selegie road there to get his bikecoz ytd he go work..after work was raining heavily..so he took a cab back..anyway..went there also wanted to see the 4d roll out..but was late..so din make it..onli can listen frm outside...after tat..went to meet zhenling ariana and peifen eat at 302..chat a while..was talking about how good ham is treating ruishan..2 years le..they are still as sweet..ham will help her and take care of her and he enjoys looking at her and allows her to speak to guys and stuff...come to think of it..veg also mah..i tink veg is as good! wahahaha!!! after almost 7 years of seeing each other almost everyday..he still treat me very good..still willing to fetch me..still will cook for me and give me lots of freedom..that is the best!! the only bad thing about him is..gt no $$$ and really hope he will do well in his study lo..=x..now i'm at his hse..waiting for him to come back..cozhe go school..gt unit test..waiting for hm to have lunch together de..but i was tooo hungry..so i ate alittle 1st..den laterwen he come back then eat again..kekeke...bleah!



wow...ytd met up with my pri school mates-soek ee, peishan, jacinta and jiaxing...damm long nv see them..since primary 6 bah!
how we come together is..the other day, i was waiting for bus and i coincidentally met jiaxing..and we xchanged numbers..then nite before, she msg me jio me have supper ytd..so we met up at bukit timah...n talk bout last time..big ballooon..the game tat was not passed down! wad a waste! itz a CHIJ bukit timah traditional game! talk about other friends too! cool..n played arm wrestling..lame la..next time jio them come my hse play..haha..im so happy to meet up with them again!



i'm letting go my bike..today a very shuag kuai buyer came and view my bike..and he deal on the spot! OMG! now..tat the bike is sold..i kinda bu she de le..i dun wanna sell le!!! i wanna keep her..=x..but cannot liddit..=x..i'm selling at slightly above market price already..so..better let go before next time cannot sell at tat price le..=x..but..i will really miss my bike..juz now i look at my bike..i wanna cry le..=x..though hand over is next month..but..=x..thought of her parting..haiz..i dunno wad to say le..=x..i will miss you..my red x1r..my 1st bike..who had never gave me any prob before! you will always be the best bike i had!



yeah! today is our ward 58 isolation bbq party!!!

hmm..was running a fever since yesterday..so today went to sgh early to go to the staff clinic..after visiting the doctor, i met sumi, vino deb n the others at the sgh busstop and we waited for the others before heading to east coast park.

some things cockup..but later the nite was ok..enjoy talking to them and having fun..

then i went to look for the toilet coz i needa wash my hands..while walking out..guess who i met!! dear came!!! he actually trick me sae he go zzz le..but actually he wanna come n surprise me! n it is so coincident..i went out to wash hand n met him at the carpark! so sweet of him! the previous day he already gt not enuff sleep le he still come..but tat is becoz he din meet me for 8 days le coz i was in kota kinAbalu..

anyway, we all celebrated seetha's birthday and elmya's farewell..really wish elmya all the best for her future..mayb next time i might join her in canada??? haha..then fetch siyu, guan yun, amy n deb back before heading home to zzz!!!

sweet sweet n happy!!!

but i'm sorry vino and sumi..for not staying..=x..FORGIVE ME PLEASE!!!



i'm back from kota kinabalu!!!
been there from 9-16 aug 2009.
photos will be uploaded in facebook..do check it out soon yeah?

it was quite an adventure trip..lemme juz do a summary itenary of wad i did there.

Day 1: took tiger airways there( bout $100 return per person.got it at a discounted rate) =>..then took a cab(RM 30) to gaya street as the closes at 1pm..and it was goin to be 1 pm already by the time we landed..walk around for a while before we settled at a kopitiam for our lunch..had beef noodle and laksa...not bad..then headed to out lavender lodge where we had booked our accomodation online earlier on..(RM70/nite)..it's a twin beded room with common bathroom...very clean..slack there for a while before heading out for a walk..had dinner..movie n back..

DAY 2: water rafting at pedas river..(RM 210)..was not bad..but we din capsize..=x..water was kinda dirty..but still it was quite fun..

Day 3: headed to mt kk base..n walk around the park there..weather was very cooling..like in genting..

Day 4: climb up to laban rata

Day 5 from laban rata to the summit of mt kk..started climb at 2.30am..managed to catch the sunrise at 5.30am! then climb down..and back to the city..i was sick..vomited twice..=x..

Day 6: whole body aching..went diving..3 in total..1 was refresher..the 2 other was boat dives..saw turtle!!! yeah!!! and many other sea creatures..check out the pictures! the corals are quite beautiful..many different species...

Day 7: diving too...another 3 boat dives..saw giant squid..fire fish..shrimps..=P

Day 8: flight back to singapore



i have been making alot of noise saying..y ppl n their bf can go overseas for their 1 year aniversary..somemore is theBF pay all the expenses..y me..6..coming to 7 fucking long years..yet the furthest i gone with him was KL n Genting!

guess wad he told me..coz he is a student..no $$$..ppl BF gt work full time..he only work on some weekends evening only..where to get the $$$...=x...then he sae..even he gt extra spare cash..he wanna save to down for his class 2 bike...FUCK U LA! go marry your bike la..i am noting! lose to a 2 wheeler...! shit la..wadz the point! FUCK YOU! i HATE YOU!



YES! i confirm goin to Department of emergency lo!!!! will official be transfered there on the 6th july! wahaha..i am sooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES YES YES!!!! at last!!!!!!!!!



I GOT A GOOD NEWS!!!!!

I MIGHT BE ABLE TO BE TRANSFERRED TO DEPARTMENT OF EMERGENCY MEDICINE IN JULY!!!!

FUCKING HAPPY ! AT LAST..AFTER 2 YEARS OF JAIL TERM..TORTURE CHAMBER!!! AT LAST!!!

suddenly i tot to myself..itz like enlightenment..WHEN SUMTINK BAD HAPPENS...SUMTINK GOOD WILL FOLLOWS..SO WHEN SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS..STAY POSITIVE..N GOOD WILL COME TO YOU!!!



Singapore is having their own international museum day frm the 23-31 May 2009!
and they are opening up some museum on the 31 May for us to go for free!!!

Check out this webbie for more details: http://www.museums.com.sg/imd09/



Had dinner with the lovelies today at vivo..rumya, shankar, ranjini, mel, val, me n cy..at this restaurant called Modesto's. Italian restaurant. food was not bad..we ordered pastas and pizzas.. then..after we finish our food..rumya ask if i wanted desert..then i sae..i got wad..then she sae..will i share it..then..MY BIRTHDAY DAY CAKE CAME! wahahah..i din realised tat they arranged this cake lo..seriously lo..wahahaha..so sweet of them..then they give me my present..which is a bra n panty set from la senza..PAISEH LA! the waiter keep walk here n there..n there i am holding that bra! OMG!!! PAISEH TO THE MAX! wahahah..anyway..after tat..we had a tiolet break..take foto..then we left le..=x..i really home to meet up wif u all more often..i mean us..then we can talk more n gossipbout our bf!!! wahahaha..=P..

LOVE ALL, EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU, LOVELIES!!!















I CAN'T WAIT TO FINISH MY DEGREE PROGRAMME..IT SUX! ASSIGNMENT AFTER ASSIGNMENT! I CAN'T FINISH..! ARGHH!!!!!!!!!! I NEED 30 HOURS ADAY! CAN GOD GIVE ME???



wow..2 weeks just went by so god damn fast! last 2 weeks was my annual leave!
guess how i spent it? half of it gone to the stupid assignment..sick la..spoil my holiday! but but but..i still managed to get some time off..where did i go???

9/4/09 6.30pm - took a bus to mersing jetty..then a boat to Pemanggil Island-lanting beach resort..
hmm..other photos are in the photo album shutterfly..go to links n c!
was back on the 13/4..at bout 3+am..

13/4 10pm..set off to redang island..gt no photos yet..
14/4- stayed in the hotel room the WHOLE ENTIRE DAY TO DO MY ASSIGNMENT! BOO HOO!!!
15/4- completed my assignment at 6am! den wen wanna go n out busk in the sun..guess wad..it rained..sianz..=x..sianz
came back on the 16/4
17/4- headed to malacca with my family..juz eat sleep eat sleep watch the sinjuko incident again with them..had nuoya dinner
18/4 had breakfast..watch "he's juz not tat into u" again wif my sister..cut my hair..n eat nuoya food again before heading back to singapore..

THAT IS THE END OF MY 2 WEEKS OF HOLIDAY..!!! =x =x =x..SADDED..I WANT MORE MORE MORE!!!!







went for my circuit revision today as my Class 2A TP is on NEXT TUESDAY!!!! OMG!!!
anyway..today was fine la..after tat..den to his hse watch tv for awhile den we headed to orchard DFS to get his belt..OTW there..raining BIG BIG..so we stopped twice..den end up go Balmoral eat lunch..den headed to wisma to check out some other belts..we parked behind Lucky plaza..pavement.. n walk to wisma n oso taka..taka..the burberry belt..the design tat we want sold out le..=x..so he left..coz he gotta rush to work..n guess wad! WE KANA A $70/- SUMMON! WTH! awhile nia lo..den kana la..summore din get wa we wanted lo..=x..haiz..anyway..he headed to work..i walk to DFS..n bought him his burberry belt..(BYE BYE $295/-) =c..i broke la.



STUPID LAZY MAIDS WHO TALK ON THE FONE N TREAT US LIKE THEIR MAIDS WHILE WE CHANGE THEIR AGONGS!!!


ok..i know the video abit lousy..n wrong direction..but in any case..i'm here to vent my anger!!!

STUPID MAID..wth is she in the hospital when she dun help??? n only supervise us?? Nurses are of a lower status den maid tat they hav to supervise us???? y should we b treated this way?? when we gt more skills then maids do..so i think we should be respected more!!!!

n on top of that..only singapore is liddit lo..china-nurses really serve meds n do really nursing stuff..care of patient is done solely by family members..! n here..actually..we are only HELPING dose pt who gt no carers to care for their NOK..in the end..what we get in return??? LOOK DOWN UPON! LOOK AS A CLEANING BACKSIDE JOB! WORSE OF THEN A MAID!

I AM NT LOOKING DOWN ON MAIDS! JUST THAT THEIR JOB SCOPE IS TO CARE OF AGONG N NOTINK ELSE..BUT OURS IS FAR MORE THEN THAT..SO Y CAN'T THESE DAMM MAIDS JUZ DO THEIR JOBS!



do morning shift today..den after work, went to elmya's house.
She cooked egg, fish with coconut and also chicken..it was yummy la..except a little spicy..but still can tahan la..i help elmya fry the roti prata..

den..at her house watch some indian movie..dun really understand it coz watch half half liddit..haha..anyway..the main tink was..to celebrate siti ramah's belated bdae..we bought a cake with her pressie..hope she liked it..haha..n n n ..

TOOTLE..(i dunno hw to spell)..anyway..she i sooo cute n terrified!!!! hahaha..



after the dinner, i left with deb n bf, peining n bf..went to meet him n we went to DFS to find his belt..1 caught his eye..n it cost $295! haiz..we will CONSIDER 1st! wahaha..mist prob will get tat la..see how lo..=x..



BORING!! my life is so boring!!!
WORK SLEEP SCHOOL WORK SLEEP SCHOOL!!!
his life is
WORK SLEEP WORK SLEEP!!!

ARGH!!!!!

I WANNA PLAY!! I WANNA HAVE LOTSA $$$

I NEED $$$

I NEED A PART TIME JOB!!!!

BUT I GOT NO TIME!!!!

HOW HOW HOW!!!

ANYWAN WANNA DONATE TO Me???

THIS IS SO CONTRADICTING..BUT HU CARES! I BOUGHT MY TANKINI LE..$45.90..EX LO! BUGIS ONLY $39.90..BUT TOO BAD..I BUY LE..DEN 2 DAYS LATER DEN THE GIRL TELL ME BUGIS NEW STOCK ARRIVE LE..WTH..I BUY LE LO! ARGH!!!!

I NEED TO STUDY ! BUT Y AM I NOT STUDYING? Y AM I SO DISTRACTED?

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=X...



went clubbing at dbl o again with SOH SHI HUI!!!

met some sec school friends there..cool..i felt as though it was like a sec sch gathering..haha..anyway..

thanks dear for getting us our dinner! sorry..i completely forgotten to exit at steven road..sorry sorry..=x

ayo..obar was damm pack..dbl o was mambo nite sia..=x..at dbl saw this a pek..he was all the while solo lo..dance pole dance..wahahah..damm funny..after finish dancing still can raise up hand n high 5 with ppl..A PEK LEH!!! next time i grow old..u may c me this aunty go club..wahahah..white hair..take my walking stick..wahahhaha..

aniwae..den dear sent us home ..reach home at bout 5..slept at bout 6am..sleep all the way till 5.30 pm sia!!! i power hor! wahhahah..

kk..now gona go back n ready my article le..DUN DISTURB ME!!!


ps..I BOOK MY TRIP TO REDANG LE..$298..GOIN IN APR WIF DEAR N HIS FRIENDS!!!YEAH!!! CAN'T WAIT SIA!! BUT 1ST..I GOTA QUICKILY GET MY TANKINI!!!



YEAH!! I PASS ALL 3 STAGES LIAO!!

NOW WAITING FOR TRAFFIC POLICE TEST!!!

STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


aniwae..yesterday..i experienced my VERY FIRST ACTIVE RESUSITATION!!!

n also see how a pace maker is removed n cleared after a person passed on..

how cool is tat rite..=P..

i mean..u may work for years but never really seen a pacemaker before ok..

aniwae..kk..i gotta go zzz le

tonight still got 1 more nite to go!

JIAYOU!!!

















him mama is soooooooo NICE!!!

veg told his mama tat i was sick 2 nites b4..n his mama sae i din drink enuff water..den tat day, veg mama called him to ask where was he..he sae he meeting me to go out eat dinner..den his mama sae.."ayo..cannot..sick muz eat porridge..how can go out n eat.."

den the next day, his mama cook porridge for me..but we din knoe..so we went our to eat again..den his mama called to tell him tat kitchen gt porridge ask me go eat..but we have already eaten outside! nvm..so at nite..den i went to their house to eat the porridge tat his mama made for me!

Today, his mama ask me did dr give me any antibiotics? i told her tat i did not go n see doctor..den she sae..ayoz..how can..den liddit how to recover..den she gave me this medicine for fever with URTI n sorethroat..n also offered some bitter tea for my sore throat..she is so sweet!!!




today went to sakae sushi to have buffet wif him n karmeng..
den i went back home..while both of them went straight to csc..
i was suppose to reach csc at bout 6 plus or 7 n collect the cake..BUT I OVERSLEPT!!!
i onli wake up at 8.50 pm!! i panicked la..coz i scared the cake shop closes..so i quicky called up the cake shop n ask them to wait for me..n i took a cabbie to westmall..lucky i got the cake..n den walk to csc..wah..i was the last to reach la..paiseh lo..=x..haha..aniwae..there got kelyn, weebin, karmeng.john..tianfu n his gf..tot kangjie wld ocme..who noes..he PS..so..aniwae..den we play dice n black jack....notink much la..they open a bottle of martell..ya lo..i din get anitink for his bdae sia..got no time la..abit guilty la..but..aya..liddit lo..haiz..=x..haha..=x..aniwae..den we took a cab back..went back zzz lo..also nothing much i tink..but juz hope tat he is happy lo..=P..











today is my off day..YEAH!
a meaningful off day coz i accomplish everything tat i needed too..

1: went to queensway to buy bball.."NEVERFLAT" for $66
2: went to goldenmile to check some tour prices and also eat n check out frm st john their first aid training course dates n $$$
3: went home to change n go play bball at stagmont ring!!! YEAH..but abit sianz la..coz all boy..nt as fun as last time..but at last..gotta bounce the ball at least..wahaha..siao siao..

i always wanna spend my off day meaningfully..but arh..i always end up lazing around..so..happy tat today at least i did something! keke..



morning went to pray to our ancestors..den come back .. i pack my room..nw my room is the neatest among my family!!! keke..i'm so proud of it!!! wahahahah..use to be messy till i got no place to zzz on my bed..now itz damm neat la! i muz maintain it!!! shifted my table..so i can include my tv inside..keke.. i threw away alot of things..even my doggy soft toy..this doggy was with me for very long le..from 1997..last time i went to the police carnival..den play game..n got 1st prize..so this was my present..n since then..i have kept the doggy till now!! but i threw it away coz i seldom hug it..n itz full of dust..so..=x..sad..haiz.
























































today, i tried a new sport which is CABLE SKI!!

u know wad's that?? lemmi show u
this is cable ski..east coast park got it..but ex la..so..I WENT To BATAM! kekeke..=P..

$97 include return ferry, equipment, lunch n training! i tink itz quite worth it..
i started playing at bout 10am? all the way till 6pm..tat is 8 hours! shiok!
like baby gotta learn to crawl first..so we learn how to knee board 1st..wad is knee boarding?? i show u..
u knee on the board la!! as simple as that!
ok..tat was quite easy..juz knee n wait to be pulled!
next up..wakeboard! BLOODY HELL..i tink i swim more den wakeboard la..keep falling n falling..damm paiseh to say..but by the end of the day..i only manage to wakeboard like hmm..5m??? wahahahha..CMI la me..useless..
den the trainer c i so poortink..den he ask someone to bring me for a free ride like this!
wahahah..DAMM SHIOK! very fun la! seriously..
I MUST GO BACK N PRACTICE TILL I CAN MAKE IT! but 1st..must save $$$..wahahahah..=P

wah..den go back..here ache there ache..like jelly..coz damm long nv exercise le..hahah..all muscle all rusty..hahaha..

but overall..i had a damm fun day! though keep falling..but..still very fun! i must must try again..mayb goin back with veg and debbie n sumi n vino..n peining????? when when when??? i can't wait!!!

after 6 years of relationship..guess today AT LAST..i got dream-date!

the day started abit not so nice..coz he was late..he say he go out with ahboon(his frien) to dunno where..den i tot..wah..confirm will pick mi up late la..true..he's late..we planned to meet at 6pm..i start preparing from 4.30pm la..coz i very excited to meet him..bath, blow dry my hair, put up make up..by the time i'm done is bout 5.45pm? den i called him to make sure he will come at 6pm to pick me..

next up was double-boiled superior shark's fin and bean curd knot in shark bone soup
the soup was too thick..not beri nice..bean curd was too big a chunck..almost cannot finish it..but i still ta ka liao..coz i thought bout how expensive it cost..haha

egg noodle & steamed lobster with mashed garlic in superior broth

this is ok la..the noodle taste was nt excellent, but the texture was nice..

lobster was quite nice..

DESSERT!!! MY FAVOURITE!!!

I looked at it..i tot..ayo..fine dining den give so easy de dessert..summore all easted crusine..den y gib ice-cream like western de..i tot should give like yam paste??

anyway..our chilled mango puree topped with ice cream

looks simple..but the taste..is..YUMMY!!! i eat le still want more! haha..the mango puree eat with the ice cream..onli 1 word can describe.."WOW!"

N that was the end of my 1st fine dining experience..=x..

we spend bout 300++..ok..not we..is him..keke..

the most ai wan thing is..UOB got 20% discount..which is bout 60bucks off..

BUT!

my UOB gt no MONEY!

HE forgot to put the CASH into his UOB!

ARGH!!! no choice lo..=c..onli can cry..haha..

This was us on the way down in the lift..

i was full..BUT HE HAVEN HAD ENOUGH!

So, we went to jack's place to eat his favourite..

FRENCH FRIES!

after french fries..he suggested that we go to east coast and pa tou..coz on our FIRST ANNIVERSARY, we "celebrated" at east coast..

before we left for ECP, he suggested tat we should get some ice..den buy drink later can drink cold cold..so..ok lo...we took some ice frm a restaurant..

i suggested that we should go back home n get our tent so that we can camp at ecp..more comfy ma..but when he start driving..i completely forgotten tat we gotta go back n take the tent..so we juz drive to ECP..

den went we almost reaching ECP..den he sae.."aya..forgot to go back n take tent"

but by then too late le..we are already reaching..so forget it la..

so we went to the spot we always go wen we go camping at ECP..den wen i walk towards there..i nv suspect anytink sia..nt a single bit!

den i saw this tent..den i told him..

"eh..wah..this tent look like our tent hor?"

den he sae.."it is ours la!"

i was shocked!.. i tot he was lying.!

den he walked towards the tent..n open the door..n sat there..

OMG!!! IT IS REALLY OURS!

he sae he bluff me juz now tat he go out wif his frien..coz he wanna cum here n set up the tent 1st..hehe..

den when i go into the tent..guess wad he brought out..

TA DAH!!! CHAMPAGN!! with 2 nice glasses! n a container to put ice in n the bottle to keep it cool like pro sia..

I AM SO DAMM TOUCHED N SURPRISED!

OMG! I DIN EXPECTED IT LA..who would have..the tent was a surprise itself already!
n so..as we sip our champagm..we c aeroplanes..n the sea breeze brushes across our faces..with the waves crushing to the sands on the beach..

OMG!!!

n that was nt the end of the surprises!!

my dear boy..he is sooooo sweet..he know i'll put on make up..he brought make up removal for me!! n t-shirt n shorts for me to change n b more comfy..n toothbrush n paste..

wad else can i ask for?

keke

wah..den i tink god jealous..coz..at nite..heavy rain..sianz..nvm..water leaked into our tent la..=x

wah..lucky my clever boy..he brought newspaper..den we use the newspaper to absorb the water..keke..

n we zzz through the nite..wanted to c sun rise..but so cloudy..plus i OVERSLEPT AGAIN!

haiz..so missed it..nvm..

den in the morning..

my boy nt onli have surprises last nite..you know wad he prepared!

BBQ breakfast!!!

he bought charcoal, etc..

hotdogs, taiwan sausages, crab meat..chicken..put in a chiller box to keep it cooled..

den in the morning we bbq..

since it rained to big yesterday nite..the ground was all wet n plus it was still drizzling..so we decided to bbq in our tent..coz we plan the discard our tent after today coz leaking quite badly..no point keeping it le..

so..

we BBQ IN OUR TENT!!!

c the newspapers inside..all wet lo..coz the stupid tent leak water lo..haiz..=x..

den guess wad..

he brought sparkle n we play..keke..

this is the 10/10 rating scrap book that i have been wanting!

IT IS PERFECT!

thanks for
arranging everything..

thanks for
nt making me disappointed again..

thanks for
loving me n understanding me so much..

n THANKS FOR
GIVING IN TO ME..

all in all..i juz wanna sae..

HAPPY 6 YEAR

MERRY CHRISTMAS

I LOVE YOU

hmm..today damm busy la..got 2 transfer out..1 admission and 1 patient GCS frm 14 down to 4!! wah! den urgent bloods n CT head..ayoz! finish at bout 11pm..din even go for my break! lucky dear came n find me..even bought food! YEAH..but no cheng teng..boo hoo! but at least got food! yummy..got TWO chicken wing worh! he pok already still buy for me..=P..den he even waited for me to finish work..den accompany me go home! =P

he arh..the day before..which is sunday nite...bike spoil..dunno y keep blowing sparks out from his exhaust..den got funny noise..so he meet me at SGH den he ride slowly to his bike shop..n put his bike there..den use my bike..ride to geylang to eat frog leg porridge!

den yesterday..he went down to the bike shop..the repair cost him $480! SO HE IS BROKE! mayb the perfect christmas tat i am looking forward too will be gone tooz coz he is officially broke! BOO HOO! sianz la..

but he sae..the christmas is still on leh..dunno where he get the money..???



went fot the YEP networking session..wah..still can't decide on where to go for my YEP! HELP PLEASE..i hav now tink narrowed down to
1: India
2: China
3: Indonesia..

to do either
1: health screening
2: community health education

mayb would work with
1: asian journeys
2: jingkai(India) ??

still got sooo many question marks..WAD SHOULD I DO?? HOW SHD I START??

ANYWAY..anybody interested to join me PLEASE CONTACT ME!! i will muz prob make the trip in NOV next year! Medical background would b a plus point!

n..ONLY PR n singaporean got subsidies by YEP...

SO..IF U R REALLY REALLY INTERESTED..or u know of anybody interested..please please contact me..coz i am recruiting ppl..thanks...or if u gt any better suggestion on where to go..tag me also can!

my e-mail is lightningjuzstrike@yahoo.com
my hp is 82334333


THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!



aniwae..after the networking session..went to meet shihui at orchard..walk walk..but din get anytink la..sianz..

we walk pass GUCCI n LV..wah..alot of ppl lining up to go in lo..COMPLETELY DUN LOOK LIKE WE GOT ECONOMY DOWNTURN LO! did the news exaggerate?? wahahah..i mean..singaporeans like nt affected leh..still like spending like normal i feel..=x..

den after the WINDOW shopping..i went to shihui hse..den veg come fetch me..den we quarrelled! sianz la.. den end up went to yew tee one of the HDB to talk it out..ok le la..but still..i will try to learn to detach my feelings for him..mayb one day..wen i can b like myself long ago..tat independent girl..den say BYE BYE TO HIM! HUMPH!



today went to little india wif him to eat sakuntala..we had mutton briani..fried chicken n masala thosai..was ok la..nt bad la..den we proceeded to velocity..novena square to go walk walk..notink much there..=x..den we went to citigems..saw the rosella diamond series..its pretty n EX tooz..den we went to goldheart..saw the celestial series..the diamond got a star cut..beautiful..but itz fucking expensive once again..ayoz..=x..i tink shouldn't spend this kinda $$ on diamonds lo..i rather the $$$ to go overseas..
though as girls u will wish tat u can get a diamond ring..but..itz ok with me .i tink i rather leave it till my wedding..the huever guy better propose to me with at least a 1caret diamond ring!!! wahahahah!!!

den we had fish..the sause was nice..

AND

YAM PASTE!!!!

i din take pic..coz busy eating la..wahahha..

AND chestnut dunno wad..

wahaha..was a good bonding session!

was my uncle birthday actually..din know till we started eating..wahaha..opps..=x..

was FORCED to take annual leave by SISTER PHUAH today!

she ask me n i din agree to it n she juz conveniently put me on annual leave WITHOUT my CONSENT! WAD THE FUCK LA!

anyway..so i stayed at home the whole day..pack alittle of my room..den alfred fetch me to vivo to meet sumi n vino to get the christmas deco..den we watched ..itz nice la..you all should go and watch..lotsa suspense..but 1 bad tink bout this show is..the movie is all like taken with a hand-held camera..watch until very dizzy..until wanna vomit arh..at 1st..we tot was onli the beganing will b liddit..den who knows..THE ENTIRE SHOW WAS LIDDIT!

wah..at 1st we plan to hav dinner after the show..but after the show..all of us no appetite le..hahaha..=x..







juz completed 3 afternoon shift..wah..stress arh! got 1 patient..on her way to heaven since my 1st afternoon shift..n she tahan throughout my 3 afternoon! wah..she muz hav a very strong will..muz b sumtink holding back..or mayb..it is not her time yet..

anyway..my last afternoon SUX!

NUMBER ONE - 9/4 bro plus wife scold me for nt being compassion..coz the patient crying in pain..n i din do anytink bout it! WTF! i wrote in the notes..plus told other staffs to relay the msg to her team drs in the morning..plus..gave her PO morphin!WHO SAY I DIN DO ANYTINK! FUCK YOU LA! GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT CAN! GO SCOLD THE DOCTORS LA! THEY ARE THE ONES WHO FUCK CARE BOUT YOUR SISTER CAN!

i screwed the Doctor up tooz..coz i was mad at that time..=x..

NUMBER TWO - room 5 can b deisolated..got a bed le..BUT THE BLOODY PATIENT REFUSED TO LEAVE!
he keep repeating" let me stay here la..let me stay one or two more days la..can la.."
den i bluff him say got another person waiting for his bed..den he sae.."ask tat person go to my new bed den i stay here can?"
wah! den i expain tat this is a insolation room..he no need the facilities here le..so muz shift out..den he sae" den can wait 1st..wait i eat dinner first..otherwise i got no strength to move la"
WTH! wad excuse is tat..den at last..after ALOT of explaination..he left for another ward!

NUMBER THREE - I GT 2 DEM ADMISSIONS!

NUMBER FOUR - 11/3 daughter called up the ward AND SCREW ME UP! y i keep kana scolding? go n die la!

FUCKING SIAN DAY LA!







yoohooo..today spend alot of $$$ sia..
suppose to go to ubin with nana,fen they all..but rain..so we delayed till lunch n i was as usual late for 1 n a half hour! at new york new york lot1..
den we went to demsey hill to eat ben n jerry icecream!
i hav be hearing ppl sae demsey demsey..but nv been there..at last..haha..there like quite high class leh..all the angmos..plus..i saw the DUCATI today!

after that..i went back home to get jeans..n rush down to orchard..
GO LEVI'S! they got this good deal..which is this..they take in your old jeans(any brand)..n u'll get $50 off your levi's jeans(but muz be $100 n above..which is practically all the jeans la) !..but bad news is..ends tmr lo!
i got 1 jeans for myself..n 1 for him! wanted to get 1 for his mum..but can't find tat one..=x..den i walk back to isatan to get my shoe..ytd i saw it..i like it v much..so i went back n bought it..

i'm sorry..no pic for this post..coz I GOT NO HP! i send it for servicing..coz i can't receive calls n sms! gonna collect it back on 2nd nov..=P..which is tmr! yeah!







today i took a bus to work in the morning..!!! coz i'm worried bout my tires..

POLICE CAR CRASH!!

den jus now otw to his hse to get the doggies food..another accident..bike n a taxi..=x..

dunno how is the biker..=x..chye chye sae wen he pass by juz now..the person was like lying there..no movement..=x..

haiz..kk..i go sleep le..tmr morning shift..hope i can wake up..=x..

hmm..i'm on leave for this WHOLE week..though itz good la..no need go work..BUT IT IS DAMM BORING! i got nothing to do! juz slack n slack n slack..sleep wake up eat..sleep wake up eat..like a pig!

anyway..yesterday i went to the Youth Expedition Project Leadership Mentor Interview..
I need to organize a trip by nov 2009..
Anybody interested to join me???
i have not decide on the location yet..maybe you wanna give me some suggestions? but can onli go to ASEAN + india + China..
i tink i'll be emphasizing more on healthcare..mayb go health screening, or teach basic hygiene or..i dunno wad..still gotta brainstorm n tink..any ideas???
i'll need 13-20 people..
trip 50% sponsored by YEP..the rest we'll try to get sponsors or try to raise fund somehow...

drop me a msg in my tagboard if you r interested or got any suggestion ok???



today..itz the 1st time in almost 6 months i help my bike REALLY bathe..frm the day i get her..she haven had a proper shower..=x..i'm a bad owner..=x..

i have been wanting to shower her since god knows when..onli until today..den i bathe her with her kor kor(chye you's super4)..


after showering our bikes, we went up to watch tv..coz was raining n i can't go home..=c..
went home at bout 12mn..after the show..den went to meet xavier..go to west coast Mac n playground..wah..got the tazan swing there lo..i wanna play de lo..but i paiseh..haha..NEXT TIME ASK VEG TO BRING ME THERE N PLAY!!! keke..=P..

n so we sat at the shelter n chit chat..coz was drizzling..went back home at bout 4 plus am..=x..

after the race..rossi came in 1st!! all of the spectators cheered loudly as most of them are rossi supporters! it was a nice race la..the 1st few rounds..rossi was no.2 ..den he caught up and became No. 1..den pulled a distance frm no. 2..den cross the finishing line FIRST! with a wheelie!

everybody cheered loudly!! wow..

the whole race was quite exciting..we saw this bike..corner to low..n fell in front of us..den he faster standup n run n get n bike n continued the race! but den next round we nv c him le..dunno wad happen!

another one veered off course..haha..funny la..den everyone boo-ed..wahahah..cute la..that is the nice thing when you are watching the race in action..the atmosphere is damm nice..but the bad thing is.,.you can onli c your part of the circuit onli..u dunno wad is happening at the other parts..suddenly u c 1 bike less..but u dunno wad happen to tat bike..=s..

after the race..it rained la..but we still ride back..stop to eat A&W..singapore no more le lo..den another stop at pagoh..he bought for me kinder surprise!!! that was wad he had always wanted to buy for me since dunno how long ago..once he saw it..he faster buy for me..wahahah..cute la..keke..den back home!

this trip to sepang..i learn something..

WE REST TO GO FURTHUR

WE REST TO CONQUER NEW HEIGHTS

WE REST TO REACH OUR IMPOSSIBLE DISTINATIONS

SO WHEN WE REST..PLEASE DON"T STARE!

it was a nice weekend la..

heart shape chilli

scopian behind..his hair is actually long enough to tie leh..hahah

den i clip up his fringe..n tie a cut tail beside..wahahah..so cute..hahaha..this is him while he was singing..wahahhahaha...
after k..we went to bukit panjang 163..coz his frien tell his there gt bike explosion..so we go there kpo..ayo..bike worst nightmare..52 bikes was burn in total..OMG!! got big bike summore lo..den coz very early in the morning..can't see much..so we went to eat 1st..den went up to see again..got 1 poor uncle..his bike PLUS his son's bike kana burn till left skeleton nia..wah..2 bikes leh..heartache arh..if me..i become siao liao arh..wah..really damm jialet lo..you all see for urself!!

while i was lying there, due to the nice and cooling weather..i fell asleep..i mean REALLY ASLEEP!!!

i really cmi..can zzz anywhere and anytime..haha..

we left at 5pm..wanted to catch the song of the sea, but onli start at 7.40pm..and we din know wad to do for the 2 hours, so we decided to leave sentosa..

at nite..went rounding with his friends..

yup..nothing really interesting..

kk..goin ti zzz le..later still gotta work nite shift..

anyway..i sent the letters to some vet hoping that they will employ me on a part time basis..=x..pray..=x

suddenly this f*cker eat out.. as shown in the diagram below..i quickly jamm brake..but still knock onto his back side super lightly..

den i rode to his car beside and he asked for my contact..so i gave him la..den he call my hp..and i sae..ok..got it..den he INSISTED to see my fone coz he tink i will give him fake tel..den i riding mah..den hp keep in pocket..den v tight..diff to take in n out mah..but he insisted..so no choice..gotta take out..

due to this..i was late for work..shit!

den after tat..some lady called me n guess wad she sae " hello..i think you n my BOSS had a minor accident juz now..how would u like to settle it?"

i was like..hello..i see juz now..ur boss car gt no injuries mah..

den she insisted n ask me how would i like to settle it..n blamed it on me sae i nv slow down..

F*CKER..you r the one who nv check mirror ok

aniwae..den i went to see his stupid car gt wat prob..

chye you went with me..at first..we can't see anitink at all..it was tat minor ok..den he point it out..den i was like..WAT THE HELL..liddit u oso wanna claim mi..let me show u how small it is.. it is like 3x3cm..and he wan me to pay $120!! f*ck shit...i'm nt goin to pay..coz he was at fault also..

this bottom foto..i got it frm the net.. n draw to illustrate..wad i wan to put across is..that tiny scratch..may b cause by..when he put tinks in the boot..den can scratch de mah,..i mean the spot is at a funny place..n his bumper is nt dent at all..i mean..if you were to see my bike..my tire would have been bent in order to cause tat scatch! the best tink is..when i check my bike..NT A SINGLE SCRATCH WAS FOUND!!!

so in conclusion..I AM NT GOIN TO PAY HIM!! F*CK HIM JAPAN GUY..

AL this whole week..slacked the WHOLE week!!! i am so damm useless!!! i need to find a job at a pet shop, but i am too lazy to type the letter..ayoz..=x..haiz..

14 june 2008

Left homeland and took off to vietnam @ 0630 sg time

i shared with fan this yummy desert..got a few different flavours inside..n the presentation also beri nice..den got promo..2nd one got 50% off..so we had it..yummy yummy..=P..den we had a short walk n went back..

hehe..so fun today..we shd meet up more often and update each other..in another words..GOSSIP!!! wahahhahah

got my beloved bike on 17 may 2008!!!
milage : 1.1km
top esso: 3.5litres

went to meet ariana, zl, pf, san to give san her bdae pressie.. then went to shihui hse to show her the bike..

rode to work at causeway on 18 may 2008 frm 9am to 4.30pm.. ALONE..

shihui came to causeway to look for me..keke..

den i rode to shihui hse..

DID MY 1st U-Turn..(coz i beri scared of u turn de..i will try all ways not to u turn..haha..)

den at night went to west coast wif veg n friens..

den went home

total milage so far: 75km
fc: half tank



today..a VERY BIG DECISION MADE!!!

i got MY VERY OWN 1st ever motorcycle!!!

it will cost me $5500!!!
but i always wanted it..
i search high and low..
west to east..
in search of you..
and now..i GOT YOU!!!
i bought it at lee huat
down $2000
paying full cash for it..coz dun wanna pay the interest foe installment..
and i am getting my bike on SATURDAY..
maybe going rounding wif veg's friends
i am super excited..SUPER!!


THIS IS HOW IT WILL LOOK LIKE!!!--->>

i wanted black..but no stock le..so red lo..but nvm..alot of ppl riding black..i special mah..haha..an wei myself..okok..

i better go zzz le..later still goin for night shift wor..will update again when i get the bike!!

BYE BYE!!!

YUMMY..THE FOOD IS DAMN YUMMY!!

it is a semi buffet..which means..we had our main course..and on top of tat..they provide some buffet tooz!
They serve..satay, siew mai..salmon..sashimi..sushi..prawn..crayfish..scallop..etc..

LOTS OF GOOD FOOD!!!

Their deserts are damn nice tooz..the ice creams..choc fondue..tau suan..grass jelly with aleo vera..cakes..oreo cheesecake..OMG!! I FELT LIKE I AM IN HEAVEN!!!

OMG..i was super duper full..full to the max! but nevertheless..i still had my black coffee..keke..=P..den after a satisfying dinner, my family headed back home..tok to veg..den i was super tired..so i fell asleep..den a phonecall for me..it was SHIHUI!!!she ask me to go my hse downstairs and meet her..i went down and din see her..den suddenly, she appeared behind me and ask me to open her carboot!when i open..a lighted birthday cake in it

!!OMG! omg omg omg!!! she is soo sooo soooo sweet..she n vic sang a bdae song for me..=P.. n we took photos..cut the cake n eat..and chat..then she took out my bdae pressie....wrapped very nicely like a giant sweet with a BEAUTIFUL HAND MADE CARD pasted on it..i open it up..it is a addidas bag..a bag..which i always bu she de to buy coz ex and also..i scared i dun use it..

she bought it for me! n iris got for me a anna sui perfume! super sweet! i love you guys man! really..thanks alot!! you all made my day! den me n shihui toked..den it was late n we were all tired..so she left and went back home..

this is my 1st day to "freedom"! to grown up world! my 1st day entitled to watch a R21 movie!

this is how i celebrated my 21st! with all my closest loved ones..i really enjoyed it..and i love you all!

MUACKS!!

THE PARTY!!

as more and more guest came in at bout 6 plus 7..i began to panick..coz i haven settled!!

but after tat..it was fine..i party went well..i was busy..so din have time to eat n try the food..it a pity..=x..then..the cake cutting time..

i gathered everybody..and then found out tat my parents are upstairs..

EVERYBODY WAS LIKE IN FRONT OF ME WAITING!!!

STRESS!!!

haha..but lucky..after awhile..my parents came down..and we sang the bdae song n cut the cake..

n had a phototaking ceremony with everyone..keke

then..i tink it was then..THAN THE REAL PARTY BEGINS..

1st kenny and the 4-6 peeps gave me some "drinks"

n then teck sen..gave me something tat is not human at all!

and then i tried the lychee martini tat i made myself..wahahah..

and i was high already!

then i was ask to open 4-6 pressie..

its 2 nightgowns and a book..

ayoz..super paiseh..but the night gown is nice la..haha..dunno when will i wear it..haha..n summore..they gave it to me in front of my parents..ayo..=x

then..i played some games with christopher and jeremy..

drank 2 cups of POWER vodka with lemon barley..THAT"S IT

after they left..i went to puke..at the toilet..and then.wen i came back to the function room..i'm so dead!!! SOOO DEAD!!!

i dunno..but somehow..i laid on siyu's lap..haha..n puke?

i can't really remember tat part..

but after tat..i remember my uncle carry me up..and shihui n iris was there..taking care of me..cleaning my face..giving me pastic bags..thanks alot..thanks alot..=P..AND SHIHUI N IRIS SAY I HEAVY!!! =x..wahahha..coz they can't lift me up..haha..ok..i admit..i am a buffalo..lalala..

so..since..i can't really remember much..

i'll let pictures do the talking!!! wahahhaha

http://tinyweenylittlemissy.site.shutterfly.com/

please proceed to my photo gallery..

ps: i'm super sorry for those who came later..coz i was almost died drunk..wahahah..paiseh..but i hope you all enjoyed even without me..

i'm also super sorry coz i din have enought time to entertain all of you guys..and you all float around..sorry..

but i am damn glad to have my bf..coz he help me serve all of you..& bought for me a super duper pretty basket of flowers..

damn glad to have my uncle and shankar, tian fu coz they help me do up all the beautiful decos

damn glad to have jasmine, peining, valleri, rumya..who came early to help me

damn glad to have shihui and iris..who supported me all the way..even after i was drunk..haha

damn glad to have paxson..as my photographer

and my family members..who REALLY HELPED ME ALOT!

i wanna thank all for coming..and all the presents..you all rocked my day man..and i love every single one of you all!!!

ytd..had a fun day with my bestie..SOH SHI HUI n her uni friens..
went out for lunch wif them at bukit timah..shihui drove n her frien oso..so gt 2 cars..den came over to my hse play mahjong..haha..i am so addicted to mahjong..esp those that involve REAL money..more fun la..n u'll play more seriously..i didn't win much..onli won $5..keke..n youwei won $11!!! we play small small nia. la..n then..after playing..shihui fetch me to ssdc to collect back my $$..keke..meet up wif veg there tooz..coz he say his home nv cook dinner..so he joined us..we ended up eating chongpang nasi lemak..n beancurd! i LOVE BEANCURD! n dou hua shui..yummy..eat until SUPER FULL! n we sat there n talk..i was v tired actually..dunno y oso..i tink coz i eat toooo full lar..haha..like pig..eat leden wana zz..aniwae..den shihui send me home..keke..so nice..haha..i'm glad that she is more confident in driving le..shihui mama..dun worry..shihui driving skills nt bad de la..

aniwae..toking bout shihui mama..her mum went for a hand surgery today..n den she called after her surgery..she sooo cute..she sae shihui nv go home n c her...instead went out wif her friens to celebrate her surgery..dun care bout her de..wahaha..so cute..i like her mum alot..actually..i see alot of parents..n i always think..y my parents are nt like theirs..like shihui's mama..she will call her..my parents wun..so now i also heck them..coz they dun call me..they go where they also dun bother to tell me..so y muz i bother..veg mama..i salute her..she is v hardworking..

mine parents..ya..they work hard..earn lotsa $$..bring us to alot of places..provide us we good food n education..but i dunno wad is lacking..y the bond is nt there? y alot of things i keep to myself? n onli share wif my friens n not them? y? i don't like to stay at home? coz..i am always alone at home..from young..n i hate it..i like to have someone to pei me..talk to me..sometimes..i come back earlier..coz i guilty tat i always come back late..but wen i come back earlier..i found myself alone at home AGAIN! till later in the night den they come back..i tink..if i got a doggie at home..i'll surely come home more often..coz..i gt companian..but my mum...she will nv agree to it..coz all they think of is themself..they don't like dogs..they don't like animals..so..as long as i am staying in THEIR house..i can't own 1..so i need to shift out..but to where? ??



i hate to work in w58! the sister SUX! i hate them..they r nt supportive at all..all they know is to order you to do this n that..scold you for everything they can catch to scold n..n make u damm busy with all the unnecessary stuff..n then they retreat back into their office n slack there doing who knows wat! y other ward sister can help their staff..y can't they..THEY ARE LAZY BUMS!! THAT IS Y THEY ARE ALL SO FAT!!! y can't they all b like sister chan..come n help us..u know..she is so nice..help us label form..call drs..help us fight back when the drs scold us for things which are nt even the nurses fault, help us ans call bells..ect..she is soooo nice..nt like vani..scold n scold..she arh..siao one..we 3.15pm end work..she come at 3.05pm..come n scold us..ask us to stay back n wash all the patient's hair b4 we can go home..and another time..siao siao one..she in the patient room..all gowned up..patient say wanna pass motion..she did not serve the patient bedpan..instead..u know wad she did..she call one of my other staff..who juz happen to walk pass coz she wanna go into another room..she ask her to gown up everything..ask her to serve the patient bedpan..n u know wad she did..DEGOWN AND LEFT THE ROOM ONCE MY FRIEN WENT IN! THIS SHOW HOW LAZY SHE WAS! SHE THINK SHE SISTER DAMM BIG LAR! CAN'T EVEN SERVE BEDPAN..I TINK SHE DUN EVEN KNOW HOW TO SERVE LO! COZ SHE IS SO LAZY N NV HELP FOR SO LONG UNTIL NOW..ALL SHE KNOW IS TO USE HER MOUTH POWER ONLY! PPL PASS REPORT..SHE DISTURB DISTURB..ASK THIS N TAT..BUT IN ACTUAL FACT..I DUN THINK SHE REALLY KNOW THE PATIENTS..COZ SHE DIDN'T EVEN NURSE THEM B4..ALL SHE KNOW IS TO MAKE OUR LIFE DIFFICULT..I HATE HER..GO BACK N B UR FLOATER OR GO HOME N DIE LA..YOU DUN BELONG HERE..YOU ARE NOT WANTED HERE..SO PACK UR BAGS..N GO HOME..SIT INFRONT OF UR COM FOR AS LONG AS U LIKE..TILL YOU GOT SUPER BIG ULCER..NO ONE WILL CARE!



at last..after multiple failure..i succeeded..!!!
i took almost a year to get this..and i will cherish it..
i must thank all my friends(esp shihui, rumya, jingle) ..and all the gods..for encouraging me this whole time and giving me their full support..

I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY THAT I CRIED..WHEN I SAW "PASS" !!! OMG!!!




PLEASE BRING ME TO SENTOSA TO SUNTAN ON TUES!!! PLS PLS PLS!!!



guess what..we went camping once again..at east coast park..keke..
morning we went to adjust the bike clutch 1st..den it rained..so we got stuck in the rain..waited for a while at the bus stop..den go to the bike shop..den we went to get the chacoal..go my hse n his hse to get some stuff..den head on the tampines giant to get the food..keke
by the time we reach east coast..the sun was already setting..and it was getting dark..so he pitch the tent..brought our barang barang frm the car to tent(ps ps..u wldn't imagine how kua zhang i was..i brought my own folderable mattress, portable fan, mat, sleeping bag, blanket..wahaah..i almost even brought my pillow..keke=P) denwe started setting up the fire..den got some malay nearby..on music very loud..lucky the music nice..otherwise..i'll go n chop them..wahahha..den we bbq..eat..c aeroplanes..talk..so nice..then it was getting late..so we packed up..clean up ourself..n c aeroplane for awhile more...den zzz..wanted to wake up n watch sunrise..but..keke..overslept..=X..haha..den we use ytd's left over chacoal..bbq our ham..and meat pattie..n made sandwiches! so nice..yummy..keke..den slack for awhile..he slept..while i play PSP..den wait till 12pm..we went to this nearby bar to have beer..hoegaden..den we headed back home..keke..was another memorable trip..i love it..i love the sea breeze..i love his companion..i love to see doggy n their owners taking strolls..i love to observe ppl..jogging..couples chatting..ppl rollarblading..cycling..old couple taking their morning walk hand in hand..kids and their parents and grandparents having fun playing with sand..or juz sitting on a mat chilling..

i juz feel so relax there..and i want to go back there n camp again n again..i want to bring my doggy n kids in future tooz..(keke..provided i can wake up..=x)



new bike today..x1 !!!
not very powerful though..but..for transport purpose..it's quite a gd bike..oil consumption is OMG! full tank $6..OMG! but 1 thing i regret..i saw some little flaws only AFTER i bought it..SHIT! i should have scan the bike well enough before making such a rash decision..aniwae..glad that i got it..=P..

transfered at sinming LTA..
den guess wad..otw back..RAIN...RAIN VERY HEAVY!! no choice..gotta stop at bus stop..so lucky huh..1st day get bike den rain..we nv prepare raincoat leh..wah..cold sia..haha..but was nice lar..keke..



juz came back frm m'sia..onli bought 2 pairs of shoe..THAT"S ALL!!! Malaysia things not cheap sia..aniwae..i have stop crying..so..guess i'm able and more ready to move on now..though i still hope..i still wish..but..i am juz lying to myself..MOVE ON GIRL..YOU ARE NOT WANTED..wad is not meant for you is not..stop whining will i? juz b the ger i was long ago..and stand up and MOVE ON!

真的

我努力的仰著臉孔
試著讓眼淚不往下流 別往下流
不安的感覺到什麼
在我生活中不再相同 很不相同

想要說 卻還沈默
伸出手 無法觸碰
天空突然一片突然
原來你是真的已經離開
我在我不熟悉的世界
過新的生活

閉上眼 讓淚水滑落
此刻你真的已經永遠離開我
在另外一個
沒有我的世界
自由的走

．．．

我努力的仰著臉孔
試著讓眼淚不往下流 別往下流
不安的感覺到什麼
在我生活中不再相同 很不相同


想要說 卻還沈默
伸出手 無法觸碰
天空突然一片突然
原來你是真的已經離開我
在我不熟悉的世界
過新的生活

閉上眼 讓淚水滑落
此刻你真的已經永遠離開我
在另外一個
沒有我的世界
自由的走

天空突然一片突然
原來你是真的已經離開我
在我不熟悉的世界
過新的生活
閉上眼 讓淚水滑落
此刻你真的已經永遠離開我
在另外一個
沒有我的世界
自由的走



-ENDED-

you are free now

sianz..today i stayed at home all day..=x..i should have gone out..i hate to be alone at home! and i thought today is sat..so i wanted to stay at home coz papa n mama will b at home oso..but u know what..THEY WENT OUT!!! so i am ALONE AT HOME! I HATE IT!!! aniwae..i gt very fustrated..and i called him..and den later at bout 4pm my parents were back..with food..at last..aya..today is a very VERY boring day..=x..

HOW MUCH WE THREW AWAY???

DONE BY:

4 crazy nurses..keke

Performance was loosy..boring and lame..this is the best dressed competition..sorry..image beri blur..coz sumi had to take this from quite a far distance u noe..

EVERYBODY..this is the very dedicated..WARD 58 NURSES..pretty n handsome yeah?

just realised mi n sumi din take any photos of the food we eaten..aniwae..the food was nice..or izzit because i was hungry?? hmm...

aniwae..the day ended at bout 11 plus..it was a fun day..filled my tummy..keke..lalala..=P..

MY TAGBOARD IS DOWN AND I DUNNO WHY!!!



night night night...i 1st cycle of night..

all i can say is busy plus busy plus busy..

1st night.. pt A trachy fresh blood n blood clots seen plus gasping for air later in the night..pt aspirated milk frm trachy, pt B became confused..keep pressing call bell..pt C fever 39.4...siao siao siao...PLUS..pt D and B having bad bad diarrhoea..pampers changing night..pt F burette gt blocked


2nd night..confuse pt B tried to climb out of bed..restainers was put in place..pt A & C gt fever..other den that..night was fine

3rd night..pt C gt fever 39.8..pt F gt pain in abd..with F*** relatives nt a smooth night..plus burette gt blocked again

SD, DO, RD, BAck to work..found out pt F passed away.. pt B went back home to pass on..=x..


Junior say: "for my years in nursing..i've nv been so busy for night b4!"

i just wanna pray that for my next cycle of night..it would be smooth sailling..i osos wanna pray for the same thing for sumitha..



some one enlightened me during my ah gong's wake recently.. this relative of mine said:
"ALL SUFFERING BEGINS WITH 'I'!! "

which i think is true..limme state some examples..

e.g. 1: "i" miss you - think about it..do you "suffer" when you are overseas and you miss ur family real badly..when ur bf is in army..n u misses him..isn't it a kind of suffering in a way??

e.g. 2: "i" love bla bla bla - true..love brings about happiness.. AND suffering to either you or the other party that you love or that love you..

e.g. 3: "i" want/need bla bla bla..itz becoz of your desire..that sufferings comes about..when you want/need something and you don't get it..do you get sad or you rejoice?

e.g. 4: "i" hate bla bla bla - self explanatory

so..think of others next time..in this world..there is not only "i" but "you" coexist..







lalala..i gt a surprise frm him once again...a wallet..yeah!!! thanks alot!! keke..=P



i've been working since 13july..goin to b a month soon..tat's fast..hmm...so how am i coping?? well..hmm..fine i tink..onli tat i tink i'm quite slow..and oso..i did some mistakes..gt scolded by my sister..n oso..aya..i oso dunno hw to discribe..but..i tink i'm still far from being a gd nurse..though my preceptor always sae that i'm fine n i'm gd..juz tat i need to speed up alittle..but..i tink..i'm still nt up to standards..n i din take initiative to do things..n that's quite impt..nt tat i dun wan..but..aya..but tat thought juz din cross my mind lar..n i oso tink my temple changed..i'm now bad tempered wen i work..especially wen it gets busy n i ganchiong..my temper really turns bad..i muz learn to relax n calm myself down k..u know wad..i need to go sentosa..i wanna go suntan..i wanna go kayak..i wanna go do some sports..n i wanna ride a bike NOW!! I WAN MY LICENSE!! DAMMASS TP! I HATE YOU!!!



i fail my bike TP..BOOHOO!!! that dumb dumb TP...FAIL ALL THE GIRLS!!! WTH!! SEXIST!!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



i have been coughing for quite some time already..running nose oso..flu bug is here!!! but no worry! gt him to bring me antidote! haha..thanks for the louhan gou..love..=P..thanks for coming to sgh n sending me home tooz!! love..=P



i need to learn not to shout..i need to learn how to control my temper..i need to learn how to give in..i need too..but i don't know how too...

den we went dancing..omg..shiok..dance till the club closes sia..1st time 1 had so much fun..haha..vic frien tink he was really high after the 7-series..haha..so..after we left the club..i realised that 1 side of my earing was missing..=C..so we went back n ask..but they couldn't find it..=x..sad..but aniwae..we went to 7-11 to get some water n sweets as everybody was thirsty after all the dancing n alcohol..

this is me n shihui..resting outside the club..

after resting for awhile..we walked out to get a cab..n guess wad happened!

i saw..right in front of me..a group of guys beating 1 guy..i was terrified..i dunno y..seriously..i'm nt those kinda ger ger..but dunno y..my heart was juz racing like hell..i wanna help the guy..but dunno how..aya..dunno lar..den we got onto a cab..n guess wad..dear haven zzz..he sae ask me go take cab go fetch him..n he will come to my hse wif shihui n vic..omg..i was so touched..i duno y..but wen i saw tat msg..i was juz so touched..haha..den we went to fetch him..n 4 of us headed to my hse..bathe..n zzz..tired seh..haha..

i was really a v fun n memorable outing..keke..damn fun..really really enjoyed myself..how i wish dear can come along tooz..=x..aniwae..can't wait for the next clubbing outing..keke

I AM A REGISTED NURSE NOW..SO DUN PLAY PLAY HOR!!!

hmm...went to jayanthi's wedding today..OMG..suddenly i oso wanna get married...wahahhahah...so nice to be blessed by so many friens n family members..really really sweet..=P..anyway..this is my 1st time goin to an indian wedding..eye-opener! thanks rumya for explaining to us wad is this n that..hmm..n after the wedding..makan time! den was suppose to go clubbing..but..last min zl msg me sae she tired..so din go le..=x..sad..coz mhd sultan is juz across the street..n i can't go..coz nobody goin wif me..aniwae..went to tianfu hse to play mahjong instead lor.. won a alttle..=P..hehe..

wanna have a closer look??? ...

u tink itz straight enuff??? hmm..no..den i am goin to hammer the dentist..wahahha.. I WILL HAVE A NICE BIG SMILE FRM NOW ON..!!







went out with the lovelies today..n guess wad..they celebrated a super belated b'dae for me..they were so sweet..





went to meet rumya n ranjini @ commonwealth MRT..den they told me tat dian can't make it..n val..went out with her boy..but some how or rather..i believe tat dian can't make it..but val..i dunno y..but can sense that they lying..haha..but i din sae anything..den the 2 indians brought me to essential brews at holland v..n i was val there waiting...wahahhaha..n THEN we started to talk..n talk..n talk..n AT LAST..order food..coz i was super hungry..haha..





DEN





here comes the surprise...





they gimme a bag..inside..there is this CD and this...
and guess wad's inside..wahahha...

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wahahah...embarass...=x...that's 6 undies..!! OMG!! n that's nt all...they made for mi a beri nice video..i'm trying to upload..but gt some diff..so..mayb next time bah..aniwae..den after dinner..val bluff sae wanna go toilet..n wen she come back..after a while..the waitress came to our table..holding a cake..OMG!! TOUCHED!!! i really din expect that..OMG! n we sang song..make wish..n cut cake..n after the cake...we were SOOO full..wahahah..then..sat there n tok awhile..b4 we left the place as rumya need tio reach home b4 10pm...

HEY..LOVELIES..thanks for everything..really..i really tot u all wun celebrate wif me le..really.. wahhah..but u all did..!! i'm super surprise n i dunno how to react..really..i really was very very happy..thanks alot gers..thanks..=P..i love you all ya..=P..THANKYOU!!

bike bike bike..i wanna pass my bike asap!!! i am now onli at stage 7..i juz pass my stage 6 tyco-ly..haha..n now i am goin on to 7..n i am scared n at the same time excited..i am worried bout my u-turns..i sux at it..but i am damm excited to get the licence..I WANNA RIDE NOW NOW NOW!!! ARGH!!!

Why is it that when you're angry, you shout when you speak...

One fine day, a wise Professor ask of his students,"Why when people are angry, they shout when they speak?"

All students pondered a while, and one of them answered.A: "It's coz we lost our cool, therefore we shout when we speak""

But why, the person is only beside you, you're still shouting? Can't you speak softly? Why need to shout?" asked the Professor again.

All the students, went into a frantic, giving their answers, but none of them that the Professor is satisfied of.

At last, explained the Professor, " When 2 people are angry, the distance between each other's heart grows apart, in order to conceal that distance and assure the other could listen what is spoken, therefore, they shout when they speak. However, the moment they shouted, they grew angrier, and the distance grew further apart, the further the distance became, the louder they shout."

Then.. continued the Professor .. "When two individuals are in love, what would the situation be? It is the opposite. Not only they don't shout when they speak, but softly. Why? This is because the distance between their heart is closer, almost there isn't any distance.Therefore, people who're in love, they speak like they're whispering into each other's ear, and the love within grow deeper, until the state where, without a word, just a glance of the eye, the message is delivered, each other know what the other meant.That is when there is no longer any distance between the couple's heart. "

And last, concludes the Professor, " When two people are arguing, do not let the heart grow apart, do not say things that could make the heart grow apart. Naturally, few days later, when the distance between each's heart is closer, then only work things out "

SINGAPORE

GUANGZHOU(Zhu Jiang)

DAY 2: FLY TO QINGDAO & MEET XIAXIA

wu si guang chang

instant noodle dinner in the hotel room..

DAY 3: QINGDAO

(Jing & Ying Sha Tan)

DAY 4: QINGDAO

Lao shan

Qing Dao Pi Jiu

DAY 5: XIA XIA KAMPONG

DAY 6: XIA XIA KAMPONG

DAY 7: JI NAN

Da ming hu

Tai shan..here i come...

DAY 8: TAI AN

DAY 9: TAI SHAN

DAY 10: WEIHAI

DAY 11: WEIHAI

DAY 12: PENGLAI, YANTAI(Ba xian gui hai)

DAY 13: QINGDAO

DAY 14: SHENZHEN(Dong men shopping)

Day 15: SHENZHEN(Shijiezhichung)

SINGAPORE

u've touched me countless times..n i love u..

mine is the mango de..with the candle de..keke..u know wad they made me do? .. they made me pick up the candle the base frm the cake without using my hands..i gt photo de..but den..dunno y can't upload..pekchek..so this posting no photos..coz i tried a few times le..but still can't..=x..aniwae..den after the lunch..we go walk walk..n i bought a top..a yellow top..keke..hmm..walk walk..den we tired le..so went to "changing apetite" to have have some snacks..haha..there..they gave me more surprises..keke..they gimme a hair mask, a yellow undies..a card and a nurse keychain..keke..i was very very happy..haha..den..after tat we went to the archard to find FFTT..n while waiting for victor..den shihui n vic go watch movie..me, iris n him headed back home..

keke..thanks iris n shihui..thanks for celebrating my birthday..thanks alot..thanks for remembering me..THANK YOU N I LOVE YOU BOTH! u both have always make my birthday special since sec sch..n nv make me disappointed on my b'dae b4..THANK YOU!!

ORCHARD CAFE BUFFET!!!

$46 +++ per person!

gt alaskan crab, all the seafood, live prawn, nice desserts, choc fundue..etc etc..yummy yummy yummy.. i am super full now!!! wahahah..lalala..

THANKS PAPA FOR THE B"DAE TREAT!!! =P




this was wad i did on my b'dae..watching funny videos..sounds pathetic?? aniwae..later i'll b goin to orchard cafe to have dinner wif my parents..WOOHOO!!



Guess wad i did today..hmm..keke..today..i meet ranjini n we went to SGH..to collect a stupid piece of paper..den we headed down to Vivo choc empire to get some sweets,,n had lunch there tooz..den we meet FFTT(Fei fei toot toot) there n as i wanted to go to Bukit gombak..so he accompanied me go..n guess y i wanna go gombak for??? haha..u will nv guess it..i did HAIR REBONDING!!! lalala..

Frm this.....

Processing...

AND TADA!!! wahahah..lalala..nice nice nice?? abit nt use to it yet lar..right???=x..

This is in the cab wif shihui, her bf n me...

n we went back to her hse wif her bf..den mine join us..we had mac breakfast..den zzz..no appetite..=x..aniwae..guess wad.. I DID NOT VOMIT!! OMG!! SURPRISED!! haha..coz i always vomit..even if i am nt drunk..i will juz vomit..dunno y..guess my alcohol tolerance level has gone up! wahahhahah...=P

REALLY WANNA THANK ALL ID STAFFS WHO HAD TAUGHT ME ALOT OF THINGS..AND ALSO WHO HAD MADE ME SO CONFORTABLE IN ID..THANKS FOR BEING PATIENT AND SUPPORTIVE..IT IS REALLY A PLEASURE WORKING WIF YOU GUYS AND I MUZ SAE...WD 58 ISOLATION DEPARTMENT ROX!!!

Create your own Friend Test here

this is me and sumitha..the new friend which i've made in Isolation Department. this is wat we wore..our scrubs..looks kinda lok cok..=x..opps..haha..

to a very gd frien of mine...

itz nt tat i dun listen to you..but is you dun tell me stuffs..so i can't listen..i am really willing to listen. but it seems like you wun tok to me..instead..i tink you feel more comfortable toking to ur other friens..

i can't blame you..coz..itz nt ur fault..itz both..
we have drifted apart..nt as close as b4..n nw u r closer to ur other friens..tats y u tend to tok to them i guess..another reason is tat..our time table differs..n thats y u will become closer to them n tell them more stuffs coz u all have more time together

more time together = tok more...correct???

in view of everything..
i still hope tat we will still remain as gd friens..would really appreciate if u update me bout ur life..so tat we wun drift tooooooooooooo far apart yeah???







later i'll be goin for my very 1st night shift duty..kinda excited..kekeke...=P...hmm...so far i haven tok bout my PRCP yet yeah? aniwae..for those who dunno wad is PRCP..it's like the final attachment tat we go to consolidate all of wad we had learnt in the past 3 years and also to adapt to wad a staff nurse job is.

i have been assign SGH ward58. it is a surgical ward(b2side), a ICA & ICU(central) and a isolation department[ID](A side). i wanted to go to a surgical ward, but zhun zhun...they assign me to this isolation ward..so bo bian..go lor..

the staffs in ID are really really gd. mayb coz they nv had students..we are the few lucky ones who gotta be choosen to work there..=P..

My preceptor is SN Vino..she is super duper nice. no matter how busy she is..she will still try to stop wadeva she's doin and explain to me stuffs. she let me do alot of hands on nt like some nurses who onli allow u to observe. she allows me to do n supervise me as i do it. i am really lucky to have her as my preceptor.

on days when my preceptor is off, i would juz follow the SN in charge. so far, all the SN that i followed was really nice n helpful. they wun complain that we are slow or wadsoeva. this is one of the few wards that i feel very comfortable in as i am able to ask things without being afraid that i might be scolded or rejected.

i really like my posting so far and i tink i'll most prob come back here after i grad as i think this is really a very gd place to learn stuffs. =P

ward 58: 5*/5* =P



hmm..you know wad..i so feel like shifting out...but i tot of the expenses..i dunno whether i can cope anot...coz..i would have u pay rental of the hse..n i plan to get a bike..that means instalment..road tax..insurance..petrol..parking..OMG~!! hmm..my starting pay is alittle pathetic..n i haven include daily expenses!!! =x..so shd i??? PLEASE..SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO!!! SHD I SHIFT OUT?? i really wanna shift out!!!=x...now is onli a rented room...infuture..wen i can afford..i wanna get my own hse..need nt b a big bungalow..juz a nice cozy HDB..where i can rear my little doggie..=)



lalala..today is his 1st day of sch @ ite dover..he told me start sch at 8am..den later ask his frien..he sae start at 9am..ayo..1st day so blur liao..aniwae..i'm happy today..u know y..coz he send me this msg..:

16-apr-07 9.18am:-
"i wan to make u happy. we go shopping this weekend. i buy wad u wan. but i onli save 100."

lalala..i'm a lucky ger..lalala



lalala..today went clubbing wif veg and his friends-seeteng, tianfu n kangjie...went to the so called msm wong..underage party...dun ask me y i go underage party..toopid..u know wad..veg tot ,mdm wong was still at Mohd Sultan..so we took a bus..den walk..den wrong..wah..whole body perspiring lor..nvm..took cab..
us: "uncle..momo"..
cab uncle: "where?"
us: "err..near riverside point"..
cab uncle: "orh..okok"
den u noe where he brought us too..MOS!!! itz like..argh!!..nvm..den we walk..ask ppl..aya..walk until whole body perspiring like crazy..aniwae..at last..reach there..went in..NOBODY inside lor..coz too early..haha..so we went to a nearby pub..bought a bottle of vodka..at 118 i tink..den share n the 5 of us finished the bottle! we play the dice..whole lose drink..at first i keep losing..so keep drinking..until i spin..haha..den after tat..we went back to the mdm wong..they wanted to dance..but i wanted to have more alcohol..coz not high yet..so went down..dun hav my tequila..so juz had burburn plus vodka shot..den veg wanted to eat fish n chip..so i accompany go out eat..as he eat..i can feel the alcohol taking effect already..wanna vomit..but din..den he sae..lets go home! ... haven enjoy..go home..ask him to go back into the club..he dun wan..so nvm..ok..take cab go home..while on the cab..i vomited..eeee rite..tat's nt the worse part of it ok..haha..the worse part is..i vomited on his JEANS alittle bit!! wahahahhah...accidentaly de..i swear..haha..he was saying..he felt something warm..n tot was the plastic i was holding..so he din tot much..den later..i found out tat he jeans abit wet wet..haha..but the funny thing is..the plastic bag beside oso nt wet..dunno how did the vomitus kana his jeans..he lucky lor..den the cab oso kana abit..den the uncle was like.."ok lor..i lucky lor.." ..
haha..opps..SORRY!!! aniwae..den went back to his place..bathe..vomited again..den zzz..like pig..haha..until next morning..=x..wasn't really very very fun lar..but ok lar..only at the pub there..play the dice there fun..=P..












this morning i meet him for breakfast..but i din eat..juz ate alittle beancurd(dou hua)..den wen i went for my dental appointment..the doc sae..please rince ur mouth after ur food.. ... please..halo..i merely juz ate ALITTLE SOFT SOFT DAOHUA!!!n I ONLI ATE LIKE 3 SPOON!!! haiz..aniwae..he sae..tink mayb 2 more visit den can remove my braces..lalala..keke..=P..aniwae..after tat..i went to lot1..n at last..he bought for me this..->>>>
Coz my cuticles always beri dry n i always go n peel..tats y i wanted tat..haha..lalala..aniwae..den we went to eat..now my turn to eat..den after tat..we go take mrt..he go work..i go sembawang meet ranjini to pass her my thumbdrive..den went to sch to study wif jennifer..den cecelia, bryan and dian came..ya..din really get to concentrate in sch though...=x..so went to eat cup noodles wif dian and den go home..over slept 852..until..u know where..BUKIT BATOK BUS INTERCHANGE!!! so gotta change 173 n go home...=x..haiz..kk..i goin 2 mug le..BYE!!!...



today is the last day of lesson for NR0405..
3 years had juz flew past liddit..=x..
unwilling to leave..unwilling to part..
y?
becoz of all the nice memories..
thanks david for doin up this video..



thank you nr0405..for bringing me sooo many nice memories..sorry if my attitude had hurt anione..and sorry for always being late...=c..thankyou for being so patient with me..thankyou for listening to me..thankyou for bringing me all the laughter and joy. i really love you alln i will really miss you all..

PLEASE DON'T FORGET ME!! the noisy, messy, $1.40, 2pm lunch,girl. PLEASE DON'T FORGET ME! COZ I WILL NT FORGET YOU ALL-NR0405 ROX!



hmm..went for my 1st riding lesson today..wah..rain sia..=x..sianz..fall down alot of times lor..=x..haiz..abit feel like giving up le..but NONO!! i muz jiayou!!! hmm..ride in the mini circuit..round n round n round..learn how 2 change to gear 2 n so on..haiz..u know arh..the bike damm heavy sia..i was tinking...wad if i fall down outside..how arh? tink i can't pick up the bike myself sia..=z..n..haha..the most paiseh tink is..i gt no strength to put the mainstand..=x..tink my technique wrong..aniwae..i will practice till i can..i muz jiayou!!!
after the the bike lesson, i STINK!!! you know y..coz rain..muz wear the raincoat..plus the ssdc helmet..all plus together.. u imagine..all the other ppl's sweat..all on me lor..DAMM STINK!!! until on the bus..i so paiseh..dunno ppl can smell me anot..=x..so went i reach home..chiong into the toilet n bathe immediately! haha..tink i wanna get my helmet soon..i dun wan to have smelly smelly hair!!! eeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

this was taken just b4 flag off..very nervous...haha

Flag off...all the crazy ppl...

.........climb climb climb..OMG..at last..59 story...60 story!!! it was like...woohoo...we did it!!!!

wahaha..i was abit diizy after the climb..mayb nt enuff oxygen or keep goin round n round..i dunno..but after tat..gt our goodie bags..n went to aside to slack..n this was wad we did..

ask ppl to help us take group fotos...

Sleep...coz our groupname is "sleepyhead" ..wahahha

and we sae to small boys..wif his young father...this 2 boys..beri cute..the smaller one...with the bag..gt music..he will start shaking his bum..damm cute i tell u..den i go tok to them..tok to the small one..but he shy..so walk away..den the big one show me u knoe the movie "cars"?..he show me all his cars stickers...n he told me he gt sticker book..wahaha..beri cute..den tell me this is car..the fastest car..n i sae that is lorry..he corrected me pointing to the sticker and sae..that is nt a lorry..itz a TRUCK!!! wahahah..but his dad like abit antisocial...n even smoke infront of his 2 kids!!! OMG!! aniwae...after tat..me n my sis went to woodlands, where my grandparent stays..went there for lunch n go home!!!



hmm..today morning was suppose to meet my group members at 10.30am for a project meeting..but i overslept..so was like 1.5hours late..=x..aniwae..guess wad! today i went to register for bike with timbay!!! keke..at last! so excited!!! haha...YEAH!!! RIDING..HERE I COME !!





OUR PRESENTATION: SPUR OF THE MOMENT

was a great success..thanks to rumya for editing..n ranjini..stealer..dian..the mama..valleri.."yes, =P"..and me sucide!!haha..keke..had lotse fun doin this project with u all..staying back till late in sch..coming to my hse..talking bout it everywhere we go..haha..keke..=P..really felt a great sense of achievement after the preentation sia..nv have i felt tat way after a presentation b4..THANK YOU LOVELIES!!!




today i baked a chocolate pudding cake for him for his 18th b'dae...keke..=P..ok..i know it dun look very nice, but nice to eat hor!!! hmm..bake till bout 1o.30pm..den drove to his work place 2 pass to him. n guess wad..wen i drive the car out of the parking lot..i hit the dumb dumb wall!!! OMG!!!...n this was how badly i hit my papa's car!!!=x..
aniwae...tat was nt the only suai tink tat happened...i lost my way while driving to his place coz i nv go b4!!! =x..haiz..but anihow..i reach on time lar..keke..n we celebrated his b'dae together in the car..haha..=P..oh ya..n i gt for him a shoebag..coz he wanted it for b'dae...thanks shihui for accompanying me to go buy his shoebag..=P

this was wad i did the whole day!

That's me n shan after the event..goin to take bus back home...shag sia..

hmm..guess wad i did today? sumtink very meaningful de...i made egg roll wif ama!!! keke...yummy yummy yummy...u know hor..my ama last time sell the egg rolls de..but now old le..den body can't tahan tat long hours of bending...so she nv make le..even wen her daughter ask her to make abit for the family to eat..she oso sae dun wan..very tiring...but we i ask her to make..she immediately sae ok leh..see how much she sayang me..wahahah..hmm...it was fun u know..juz realise tat it wasn't as easy as it seems..the fire..the pastry..the timing..everything comes in together..so it is actually not easy to make a nice eggroll..hmm..i haven master it even after 7 hours...2 big cans and4 small cans of eggrolls..hmm..i tink i will try again next year...dun wanna stress my ama too much..so wait next year..i am so glad that everybody that have tried my eggroll all sae nice..kekeke..u know y?? coz it is my AMA's SPECIAL ! waahahah..aniwae..after the eggroll business..i went home and prepare my stuff..and then head down to NTU..for the surf and sweat event..i volunteer...hmm..reach there at bout 10 i think..sign my attendance..den slack a while then we had our briefing..juz tell us that we have to wake up at 4.15am!!! OMG! and we will be sleeping in the badminton court..OMG....they nv warn us in advance...nv provide us with groundsheet or sumtink..damm bad planning..aniwae..and then we gt our pass and the singlets..the armpit hole for 's' size is sooooooooo damn big lor..so so so..i called my saver..my bf!!! wahaha..den guess wad..while we were eatin outside NTU..he came in a a cab...and pass me shihui's bikini and tube..keke..so nice rite..thanks to shihui oso..thanks for lending me worh..wahahah..ya lor..den he pass to me..sit there tok awhile den he tok cab back..so nice yeah? mi, huishan, jamie and jamie's frien, mok..went back to ntu 2 clean up n zzz.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz



today is a long and tiring day..did my project filming for the WHOLE day! finish lesson at 2pm..went to the nursing lab to do the abortion scene wif shafiq as doc and valleri as patient. Then we wasted bout 2 plus hours waiting for shakar...den flim the confrontation scene in sch...den coz getting late..lightning no good..so we decided to go to J8 to do the other scenes..then both rumya n shakar are quarelling mah..but in the show, they muz act lyk good couple..so i very peifu them..coz..they really are good actors..and actresses..wahahah..den after tat..went home..sister was sick...=x...



i am super evil! this morning at bout 5 plus am i tink, he called me and ask me if he could stay at home and not go work today..? i was like half sleep..nono..90% sleep...i dun even really rmb wad i sae lor..juz gt a very vague memories that he called in the morning..aniwae..den it seems like i ask him y..and he sae he nose bleed plus he is running a fever...and guess wad was my reply guys..i said "NO! MUZ GO WORK!" OMG..evil me.. then he really go work..den bout 7am den i woke up..papa fetch me to MRT..den i was late for 8am lesson mah..so i ran to tap card coz 10 mins grace..den ran ran ran..FALL DOWN!!! SUPER PAISEH!!! =x...i tink itz retribution..wad u all tink.? wahahah..aniwae...den hmm..notink special happen..had lessons lor..after sch..me,yani,nadiah n shireen went to little india coz today thaipusan...den ranjini's bro carry the kavadi..so go there find her n support..we ate at tekka..i had nasi brayani..den after tat..we walk with ranjini n group frm little india to park mall there..den we sae bye bye..den due to thaipusan, the busstop was closed..so we had to walk down to the next busstop...took 190 wif yani n shireen..den went to yewtee find him..keke..guess wad! HE BOUGHT MY FAVOURITE ICECREAM-haagen daz! coz he gt pay today!!! keke..but wrong flavour(he bought green tea..but i like choc or coffee lor)..but at least wen he gt the $$$ he will pamper me a little..keke..luv him..lalala..happy happy..



my 1st posting!! YEAH!! i know you all have been waiting for the birth of my blog rite..coz u all very interested in my life rite..wahahha..hmm...today..nv go sch..coz no class..i went to the polyclinic at 2pm to see my blood results..all normal..den went to orchard..wif veg to have my navel pierced!!! YEAH!!! AT LAST! keke..hmm...nice nice nice????

-OMG! i look fat!!!-

-A closer look-

For those ppl hu haven had their belly pierced..you wanna know how they do it? hmm..1st, see ur navel can pierce mah..den write consent form..den clean and draw marking like normal ear piercing..den u lie down..then they use this forcep tingy to cyap(dunno how 2 spell) ur navel skin..den use needle to poke..not the gun hor!!! IT IS NEEDLE..without pain killers wadsoeva..okok..abit exaggerate..hmm..it is nt tat painful lar actually..like normal wen taking blood lor..ya lor..den the end..you've gt ur BEAUTIFUL NAVEL PIERCING!!! haha..-Aftercare-

-Instructions for piercing aftercare-

-Look at this boy! they sae AVOID SEA..but can use Natural SEA salt..wad is this??? u know y i making a big fuss? COZ I AM GOIN 2 SENTOSA ON MONDAY!! THAT IS 5 MORE DAYS! -

Another thing the piercer told me is to avoid seafood and abd exercise! That means..NO CRAB! BOO-HOO!!! and NO NICE TONE ABD MUSCLES coz can't do sit ups!!!(as if i do..)

anyway..after tat..went home coz meeting my parents for dinner. we went to chef chan..at raffles there..the food not bad..had beef, roast chicken, fish soup and brinjo...was quite ex..but not i pay..my papa pay..keke...=P..hmm..suddenly gt the urge to pierce my face..tongue..blar blar..i am sooooooooooo addicted!..CRAZY!!!